frenship lasts forever (even if it doesn't, at least it will last for another year)

so there's 2 group in our class. gangs more preferred, but we don't mind. we still all live in harmonious life. the thing is i might be having feelings for this guy which is already unavailable. he is in my class. truth is. i never want to confess to anybody, including myself. because once i accept the reality (then tell my friends about it), i will be getting all over him, including making a shame out of myself. Humiliation. And...well, friendship still lasts the longest, right? In the mean time, he's taken, and i'm merely a passerby in his life. it shouldn't be making any significance in his/my life. I should however accept the fact that he's just a friend and that is all. =)

Media

The media, the communication tool, has transmitted news-both globally and locally- to mostly every households all around the world. It remains crucial in every day's life for newspapers always back us up on the latest news or gossips all around the world. While the media is thriving in it's industry, some claimed that it is somehow being misused and this raises concerns from certain parties, varying from parents and educationist to politicians and to celebrities, which portrays the disadvantages of the mass media in a society, in a country and also to the globe.

Almost 99% households in the US states own at least a television set(TV). With the increasing chances of exposure of TV to children at home, it is believed that the media present a threat to them as parents claimed that the media depiction of aggressive acts is potential enough to indoctrinate the younger generation's mind, especially adolescents, where they can't tell whether the make-belief movies are reality or just a virtual world. In contrary, media violence is one of the most debated issue worldwide and it is often brought up in elections. In the case of life imitating art, 2 teenagers went on a murder spree based on Oliver Stone's movie "Natural Born Killer". Since then, parents concern about the cartoon violence, verbal aggression and the aggressive acts displayed on TV. In the 1970s, Hollywood were given a pushed to institute a rating system in order for parents to decide the suitability of the movies for their children. Although it has proved effective, the potential threat still remains as parental supervision is always limited.

With the aid of the press and the media, politician's image are posed to be tarnished by opposition leaders. It can be started out with personal interest, or for the power, when one's is die-hard to attack some other politicians, attempts can be made by just through media. With the huge sum of money "prized" to an unethical journalist, one can simply spoil the others' image. This circulation of libels in newspapers caused citizens unable to determined which are the "good" guys and which are the "bad" guys. Worst of all, they ended up supporting the wrong leader and suffer through their lives! As a result, most people do not accept whatever that was written or reported in the news for it could be bias itself. For instance, Maharashta PWD Minister Chaggan Bhujbai in Mumbai said that the reportedly "vilification campaign" against him for his alleged connection to the multi-croke fake stamp paper scam was an attempt to damage his political career, as well as to tarnish his and his family's image.

This is just an essay and it does not support/ruin any parties mentioned above.

~The miracle life with the colours of Mu$ic~

How will anyone live without music?

I'm so happy and i appreciate the inventors of a good music~ Music either be sung, written, or being danced, relieves just what a difficult frustrating life someone or anyone would have.

Lately, I been listening to music from many countries. My most lovable songs of all times, POP~ Yupz, thanks to the contribution of MJ in the pop music industry, although I don't really listen to his songs. Probably every1 would heard of JK POP. Those who never encounter this words before, it stands for Japanese and Korean Pop, aka Japanese and Korean songs which adapted the western style in music.

In Korean, Rain, Super Junior and most importantly, TVXQ/DBSK/Tohoshinki are famous. And I love them. TVXQ has too much to say about, I don't think i'll be able to finish them here~ Rain's songs, I know they're great, but i seldom exposed to his songs on TV or radio. So, Super Junior. The first time I watch their MV, it's like... wow~ so many dancers, which 1 are from the band? hah~ I can't help hitting myself when I don't even know......SJ has so many members, thanks to my fren, I knew that there's 13 ppl in this group. At first, I thought it's impossible for 13 people to form a group. Why? it's because...
1. More people lead to more arguments - group breaks up easily.
2. More people means, the public won't remember the member's face/name. well, it's a common thing for me to forget~ maybe it's just my problem~ haha~

But i have to say, more people brings more style to a dance video. The choerogragphy....1 word to mention all - fabulous~! Although the group is big, SJ never fails to bring good music and good dance moves to the whole world, particularly the Asians. The choreography never goes wrong/messy but instead, with style. I have to give a big hand of applause to the choreographer. Thanks to my That friend again, I knew that talented human being from my very own CHKL made a video of their own. with the beatbox and singing and dancing of SJ's "sorry sorry". i was watching, and It's good! love it too~

In Japan, wow, there's alot!!! TVXQ, Yuna Ito, Chemistry, Utada, Sexy-guy Gackt, Arashi, Ayumi, Kat-tun, Amuro namie, Aoyama Thelma, w-inds, SMAP, Jyongri and Yui...so many more are my favourites. Well, to tell the truth, the language made me knew them. And they make me know Japanese language more~~ Yuna Ito, strong powerful vocal with beautiful looks. She's my no.1! Her songs are always very real and touching, with like a touch of her very own experience, never once her songs fail me. Love her. Boy bands, w-inds, a simple 3-people-band, with vocals of different voice, sometimes i thought this isn't w-inds song because it doesn't sound like the others, but the truth is it is their songs~ Arashi, now caught my attention. Formerly thought as OLD(their songs sounded old...but not now) now gave me a new impression as songs starting to catch up. With catchy beats and cool dance moves, I have to give two thumbs up!

unexpected talk...?

1 week has passed...



morning.....I walked to the DK following the normal route...I saw that same walking style, the same hairstyle...just the fashion he was holding not like him...= = And i saw HIM again~ lol.. Bet this time i cant run. If i do, I will feel and look super super stupid...haha..We cant avoid this conversation. Not this. Finally, an official meeting up...but unexpected.. I wonder i should go there today? To make up the last "library-meet" = =... saying i wasn't sure that it was him...? or wat? Aiyo~~~~~ lolx

Unexpected meet up?

Today, the day again. LOLx

Actually, I can choose to meet him now.. at the library. But... I'm so freaking scared. lolx.

the story happened last week at i think bout now......

MH went to meet his gf and i'm alone online. I was thinking that maybe I online another 30mins then go to canteen 2 take my lunch and go to the library. Right after I ate my lunch, i went there as planned. To my happy = = and heart attack dismay, I saw him outside the library, looking into his bag. Most probably finding his college card. When i saw him. my heart beat becomes frequent and......bok bok bok tiu. LOLx... I entered into the library as fast as i can. I cant bear him saw me passed by. = = I chose a place to sit down. A few minutes, this guy with 2 more other his friends bump in. He look around and see if there's any space for them. he didn't see me or maybe he saw...but didn't regconize me.. or maybe he saw and he recognized me but didn't dare to talk...? QUESTION MARKS!! "????????????"

<......1 hour later......>

I bring PZ and JH to the library. to show them "him". well. i was finding him everywhere. Nope. He's nowhere in sight........phew i think. so PZ and I went to the book shelf to check on the books. Our library is somehow like floors by floors in a big building. In the center of the whole building, there's like holes that u can look below. Just like in shopping centers...but of coz la..smaller = =...
I saw HIM...below the next floor. I saw HIM!! I quickly hid myself.... I hide behind the book shelf = =... really......stuupid...!! He saw me... He glanced at me...I saw HIM!! and HE saw me = =... ok.. i should really stop emphasising on that. lol....And I left....=( But i was too embrassed for hiding myself... sweat...

But the story doesn't end here...

So it comes to the day where spare time is being wasted~ but actually, i got things to do la. just lazy to do yet. got 1 more hour or maybe 2 more hours to complete. so boring~ Quite some time in tarc. I like the scenery but not those stupid blood-sucking things fly here fly thr. then stick on ppl's leg and chut chut ppl's blood. sien die lu~!

In tarc rite, i found ppl who are really.........how to say? like to boast bout their english. When the lecturers speak alittle un normal words in different pronounciation, they're like so zhuai so chuan. after seeing this i also... haiyo....= =~ cannot blame ppl for talking like tat wert. In tarc, i'm starting to be lazy. this is call, normal psycology.= = everyone goes through tat. yesterday, I even fell sick and took an early leave but then come back again later. = =(for pratical) then broke a pipette. I don't know how much that cost..but lecturer say it's quite cheap...just the procedure's very...fan...ok la.. i think that's all. I need to submit my leave form and eat my lunch.. although it's just 10am...= =~

I had to start another new post. I can't help remembering bout the past.

1 day, sue and I were in Dewan Makan. The food is always the same same type of boring taste la. but I talked with her there. and the rain's pouring. I wonder how many buckets of tears shed on my face in the camp. mostly when i'm telling my feelings to her. We talked bout generally everything. Schools, anything happened in camp,health problems, friends, families and of coz, boys! XD~ literally everything. I remembered that time when we finished eating and dunno why this bunch of boys come and sing, dui mian de nv hai kan guo lai. I was so O.O!! sweat.. so paiseh... dunno them fa wat shen jing. literally, speecless. = = Then after taht, we shared the same umbrella and walk back to dorm. remember what we saw on the way home when the lightning's fight? well, I still don't know what is that. but it's not something unscary. haha. The drawing u drew.... is.....gone T.T!! shouldn't have washed it...

And huei ling. now she's doing cosmetics. aiyo u learn wat la, skin so white, even under the sun, only become red, won't become dark. so jealous luu. Anyways, her.... is here studying dunno wat computer-damn-long-name-programme. haha.. better u come here laa =D