so close!!! yet so far =.=

I think...i make a new conclusion today.. I want to try my best to draw his attention to me. I totally have no idea if that will work.. but, my heart is pursuing me to take a try..take a try..make a change and have no regrets. I wonder...~?

well,~ according to today's title... what does this mean??!!~ lolz~ ok, story is:

This morning, i reached school later than usual (due to my young bro waking up so early, my mother was unable to do her housework chores, that's why we delayed the time we went out). Upon reaching the school, i thought that : wait! I might be able to walk with pear to class (because about 7am he'll reach school everyday.. that time then was 6.5x am). So, i was so nervous looking towards it when i reached school. I reached..and i walked... and then... i saw a bus in front of the school gates. I saw him! I saw him!! I saw him inside the bus about to make his move down the bus! BUT! i didn't have the intention to stop and wait 4 him to come down the bus, i chose to continue on my way to the class.(I don't want him to think that I'm having a crush on him! It'll like be so embarrassing! and,LM told me he won't speak to that person if she likes him...T_T..well, unless he like =.=). I made my way to the stairs and climbed up. I can't believe i just lost that opportunity to walk with him alone! OMG!! so close!! I wonder if that moment will repeat again....? I felt so...not satisfied.. I told my friend, HY, which sit beside me. She kinda...ask me to wait in the toilet till he reached and jump out and say "hi" =.=" so much for the plan...haha

Just Hoping 1 Day...