Tension, Stress? Yea that's me.

Yea, it's me. SO stressed up that sometimes I get severe headache. And why for that? because I'm very freaking panic bout SPM. 11/11. That's the freaking date. And also my friend's birthday. = =' ok. that's unimportant. most importantly.. SPM!! And I'm too tension bout it! Sometimes i just secretly cried out to my heart. Well, nobody knew it yet. I'm just so scared that I'll get mental kinda sickness even before the big day. Especially....Sejarah. I'm freaking out! All those structure question till sometimes i can't even manage to do it all. I'm scared. Really scared....

So, here i am. Listening to some music. downloading some "w-inds" songs. AHHH~ My favourite japanese band~ At least I think it's a band o.-" Anyways, it doesn't matter. haha. I like this type of relaxing way. No sejarah no exam no workbooks no practices no questions. That's how i love it~ Ah~

I watched some show today. Well, today it isn't that condusive for studying. It's very ineffective. And i don't have the mood to do it. I know, Spm is like around the corner and i'm doing rubbish. For instances, watching tv, writing blogs -.o" that's pathetic. I saw this actress act before and I think i'm love with her. She is not slim or tall or what. But she's really the outgoing type, happy type, and joking type of woman. I forgot her name but I remember her name started with 'K' and surname Alley, provided if I din's misspelled her name. Gosh = = Anyways, she's kinda plump. But i like the way she act. very jokingly. sometimes if everyone were to be like her, it might be the best country in out whole paradise. haha. Just making up my imagination. Nothing great bout it~

Talking bout stress, i DON'T have so much pressure on me before. Especially exams. Never. If you say homework, yea maybe, but that's also because sometimes i lazy to work.. and bla bla bla.. hahaha..Get back to my downloading songs session.~ C ya~

能不能给我一首歌的时间？

This will be the last page of p3ar...well, maybe...

Josie asked me to hold on to the chance. But, does that even matter? He likes CY and that's all that counts. Maybe if there were no CY then might but that doesn't mean it's gonna have a high probability too. That day, I was moody. Not say sad. but just moody..times when I will think carefully and clearly. I thought. Yea, I did. Somehow I hate that feeling of not giving myself a chance. But anyways, It wont have any difference, It won't change a single thing. Now, that's the point! That's exactly the point for being moody. I'm like in a dilemma. I don't know what to do. Even though I already had known of that very clear ending.

“能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧地把那拥抱变成永远？”

Biology 3xtra Class

Today's Biology class again. AND I have no idea why i keep write Biology as Bioloday. - -" ok. so swt~~ Anyways, in class, Josie wants to know who's P3ar. So, WHO IS P3AR?! OK la, but she wants to know. I told her this is not the main thing because I've already, well, almost already, to give up on him. haha. He today wasn't in the class. I bet he's skipping class like everyone feels want to. HY asked Josie to guess. We gave some tips. 1. He's tall, above 170cm. 2. He's a guy. 3. He's 17 years old.....OK, bla bla bla. Main tip, well, I mean important tip.. = =" He wears half of his spects. Now, what does that mean? HY and I know what it means. But not Josie. Instead, she thought the frame of the spects is half-framed. LOL. I and HY landed up laughing in tears. Josie keep saying it's LM. And I was....wakakakkakakakakakkakaka.......never gonna happen = =!! What we meant "half spects" because he sometimes wears spects and sometimes he's not. That's what we meant. Well, to say the truth, it's quite misleading. haha.

After class, we went to Mutiara to eat. It happened unexpectacly and unplanned and spontaneously. We just decided. And LM landed up coming with us as soon as he found out. We all sat WeiQuan's small kancil car out. To squeeze 6 person in the car, specifically Kancil, It's really like sardine. BUT I got the pleasure of sitting in front. Because I'm fat = =' OK.. skip skip.. nothing important. hahaha. We ordered Pizza Hut XXXXX dunno what name it is. But it's quite small = ='... But satisfying and feeling.

I can't believe Josie and HY still remember that thing. When we're eating Sushi that day, my ONLINE friend called me. I was surprised. So was HY. She asked me who's that. And I said it quickly.."online friend"... She "Har"-ed me twice before she heard it right. ET and Josie were suddenly stunned and asked me what. I said my online friend. And they laughed. Why, because they heard "我男朋友". Instead "online 朋友". It's really almost sounded the same when you speak fastly and unclearly = = '. hahaha. Till now, they still remember and still laughing bout it. hahaha.....

small stuffs~

Haiz~ My leg got hurt again. It's always bout my knee. It's not the first time either. Just it still hurts even though it's an old kind of sickness. Of cos it hurts - -'

Today, my lou dao and JianHan finally contact both again. OK, they're talking rite now. Just i no bird and start blogging. Haha... They're talking bout Ran's thing.. bla bla bla... no bird.. wakakakak~ ^^

MidValley Hang Gai~

Today, I and HY and SM and Josie went to MidValley~ oye~ it's fun and tiring - -. Mainly tiring. haha. walk so long. My foot also hei pok already. I walk to the LRT station wert. that time already started to pain. If I have known this earlier, I will surely wear shoes there. by the way, HY also pain. so it's not me alone. haha.

I met Hy on the train. And then we went to KL sentral and sit KTM to midvalley. SM late come, so is Josie. So, I and HY walk round first. Then SM came, that time we're waiting outside SUSHI KING on the highest level. We went in and ate Sushi, then suddenly, Josie called. She just arrived. We decided to go ground floor d SUSHI KING. The waiter serving us our seat might be a japanese. He sounds like 1. Talk so fast. haha. At Sushi King, we act like.... monkeys. haha. They keep wanting to take a picture of all the sushi we ate. I think quite many people there think we have something wrong. The Sushi was like so FABULOUS~ Unagi so nice to eat. and the tempura. My sis sure will get super jealous. Because she haven't have the chance to step inside sushi king before. This is my 1st time too.

Anyways, That's about it. We ate Icecream. very ruan mian mian d. until i also have tonsils problem. - -" We went into many different kind of shops and play play and see see. haha.

LM asked me why din ask him to go. Well, I did - - But he give lame answers only. lolx~ now my fault~

New start perhaps? I'm fine~

Just about last week i said I would reopen the next day. But I apologize. Because of my dad. He's always at home and always check check see see to see what we're doing - -

OK, let's start. Last week, P3ar gao bai in ChYn's bday card. ShuYan saw it and gave us read. Then she loud loud said :"Eee~Jolene jealous d" I was like ** ** ******！*！！！ so ***** lo. I like him, that;s the truth. BUT! I don't feel jealous at all. At first I was kinda impressed. Because he dare to do that and let the whole class knew. Then after that, i feel sad. If say I don't feel anything, then that's lying. BUT i really don't feel jealous. Because, psycology what. I got that xin li zun bei before. And I never thought of got the chance also la. haha. To tell the truth, I now quite avoided him. Don't wanna re-like something that doesn't brings you any chance to like them right? I'm not that stupid. Anyways, I don't think much of him today compared to the last few weeks. I feel nothing compared to that day. But maybe with a slightly sad feelings during her bday. Then, I'm free =P I sat luin also have nothing to worry. Because I will be more focus on my study. I don't have to think bout stupid things during studying. Speaking bout study, It's bout time i have to study. N1gHt keep chatting with me. Haha. A quite long time ago didn't contact d good good friend. lolx

Back & On

Yupz, I'm back and I'm "on-ing" this blog back. I know, I've abandoned you all!~ NO worry NO fear~

This holiday, well it's only 2 days. But it's not quite much a holiday. Because I can't on the pc and go online anyways. That's all because of my grandfather. He had been discharged yesterday and we all went to new house and stay there, of course. Much to say. But, I don't think I'll start it today. My dad is putting much of his eyes on me and my sis. He won't let me touch the pc. He said I have to sit for my exams and games are not allowed. Hello!!?? I'm tired and stressed out. Gimme some time to be free. Pleaaassee!! I really don't have the strength to continue study!

Tomorrow, I'll be starting writing again.