New start perhaps? I'm fine~

Just about last week i said I would reopen the next day. But I apologize. Because of my dad. He's always at home and always check check see see to see what we're doing - -

OK, let's start. Last week, P3ar gao bai in ChYn's bday card. ShuYan saw it and gave us read. Then she loud loud said :"Eee~Jolene jealous d" I was like ** ** ******！*！！！ so ***** lo. I like him, that;s the truth. BUT! I don't feel jealous at all. At first I was kinda impressed. Because he dare to do that and let the whole class knew. Then after that, i feel sad. If say I don't feel anything, then that's lying. BUT i really don't feel jealous. Because, psycology what. I got that xin li zun bei before. And I never thought of got the chance also la. haha. To tell the truth, I now quite avoided him. Don't wanna re-like something that doesn't brings you any chance to like them right? I'm not that stupid. Anyways, I don't think much of him today compared to the last few weeks. I feel nothing compared to that day. But maybe with a slightly sad feelings during her bday. Then, I'm free =P I sat luin also have nothing to worry. Because I will be more focus on my study. I don't have to think bout stupid things during studying. Speaking bout study, It's bout time i have to study. N1gHt keep chatting with me. Haha. A quite long time ago didn't contact d good good friend. lolx