I had to start another new post. I can't help remembering bout the past.

1 day, sue and I were in Dewan Makan. The food is always the same same type of boring taste la. but I talked with her there. and the rain's pouring. I wonder how many buckets of tears shed on my face in the camp. mostly when i'm telling my feelings to her. We talked bout generally everything. Schools, anything happened in camp,health problems, friends, families and of coz, boys! XD~ literally everything. I remembered that time when we finished eating and dunno why this bunch of boys come and sing, dui mian de nv hai kan guo lai. I was so O.O!! sweat.. so paiseh... dunno them fa wat shen jing. literally, speecless. = = Then after taht, we shared the same umbrella and walk back to dorm. remember what we saw on the way home when the lightning's fight? well, I still don't know what is that. but it's not something unscary. haha. The drawing u drew.... is.....gone T.T!! shouldn't have washed it...

And huei ling. now she's doing cosmetics. aiyo u learn wat la, skin so white, even under the sun, only become red, won't become dark. so jealous luu. Anyways, her.... is here studying dunno wat computer-damn-long-name-programme. haha.. better u come here laa =D

Start school~

Starting in college is quite fun. especially when you knew friends during school/ in NS camp. But, now....i'm just at CITC killing time coz....my class's being cancelled and i had 2 hours break even before that. sweat. just no idea why i come here so early for just 1 class. i might as well skip it! =P *p/s: it's just a joke. i will never skip any of them...so scared scholarship boil soup...T.T

I saw him yesterday but he didn't see me. I dunno but maybe i should call it lucky. lolx. His approach made me remember bout frens in camp. Sue Finn.. aiyoooooo so miss you laaa... my 1st bff. It made me think of meeting her during this 2-weeks holidays.

Aiyoooo, those who were supposed to wake up and on msn please wake up and on msn larx! almost 10am jor still dunwan to wake up..= = sleep wat sleep la. faster online and pei me chat ma. lou dao arrr...so long din talk to u d... when i'm busy, bet u'll be free. when i'm free, u don't online...= =

Mixed Feelings..

Today is the day I am waiting for all these while. But I'm not sure what I really want. Today, I will get the results of my JPA PILN scholarship... Whether my application is accepted or not, all will be know at 3pm. However, I really don't know which I should i support.

I wish to get it, so that I can travel to other country. Of coz, the scholarship is free as well. So, everything would be easier for my family.

I don't wish to get it, cause, TARC, the college i'm going soon, are full with my friends. they're going on 11 May for A level/ 18 may for diploma. On the other hand, my mother will surely miss me.

But anyways, I think, there's no slot for me. It's quite hard to get this scholarship. just follow my destiny, my fate...

Unfair? Just live up to it if ur a citizen of this world...

It's unfair. We all know it's unfair, arising from races and religions.

That day, when i got that result, that's the day, i felt the unfairness here. When I was younger, I always thought races could live up to each other peacefully and harmoniously, And of course, treat us as 1 person, that is the citizens of this country. But, in reality, they sided 1 race, the favored them more than the other races.

What's the reason behind it? 2 person with different race, but the privilege is given to the less qualified other than the other one just because of racism? I can't see any reason behind it. Even the history doesn't covers this "privilege", so don't tell me that I didn't study History of my own country. But this is too much! As if they were trying to erase us off the map. But remember, in history, freedom were gained with the help of the all the three races, and not just one. Why is it so unfair? Anyways, there's 2 choice to be made.

1. Leave this country anyways. It's not about patriotism towards the country. but the politics are giving hecks to the citizens. Just learn those who went to Taiwan or other countries without having the need to bother coming back here. If I were that rich enough, I will follow artist such as Nicholas and leave here.
2. So, if your pocket is broken, just close 1 of your eyes and live up like 'ya blind to see anything important.
   

It's unfair, And heck knows everyone knows it's unfair. Politicians for their own races disgrace themselves. I wonder if they ever had knew what other people other than their race feels.

Anime's freak~

I've been up late for animes too much lately. My mum and my sis of coz my dad all thinks that i've gone nuts! To watch all theese "stupid" show... = =. But I think it's a good way to learn japanese, aside from JPOP songs. So, lately, i'm watching and had watched...

1. Jigoku Shoujo season 1 & 2. This was the show that made me started watching anime. Call the hell girl through hotline to hell during midnight~ scary eh~
   
2. Black Jack only season 2. A story bout a amazing doctor. Just ok. not that crazy over it.
3. Big Windup! The baseball game anime. Well, at least i learn a little bout baseball too. coz, seriously, I have no idea what is baseball. = =~ Not much outcome after watching as well~ but better than none =p~
4. The Law of Ueki.. One of my favourite-must-watch-anime! Never want to miss any episode. Although it's quite old already = =~
   
5. Chronicles of the Wings season 2. Unable to watch season 1. But it's my favourite as well.. In this anime, I like the character Kurogane. He's the man in "black" as he wears a black suit from head to toe. He's so cool and also quite quiet compared to Fay and Mokona. That's what make me like him !! In spite of his bad tempered, he's always helping much to the leading character, Syaoran and Sakura. Too bad, that's the end of Chronicles of the Wings, or Tsubasa reservoir chronicle ( in Japanese)
6. Shonen Onmyouji. Still catching the episode. Nice to watch too. I like the cute cute Mokun/Guren.
7. Fate/Stay Night. The fight of magicians in Holy Grail, with the help of servants. Still watching.~
8. Dear Boys. An anime for basketball.
   
9. Samurai X. Just started watching.
10. Ranma 1/2. Children's show. Watching it to kill some time.
11. La Cordo D'Oro Prima Passo. I was caught by the handsome characters only....= =~

It's quite hard listening to japanese audio with the malay subtitle. Seriously, It's like I have to open my ears wide up as well as my eyes. But, no hard work, no effects gain. This is one of the technique to learn a language/dialect. My cantonese is learnt by soap operas on Wah Lai Toi~ It helped me alot =)