Mixed Feelings..

Today is the day I am waiting for all these while. But I'm not sure what I really want. Today, I will get the results of my JPA PILN scholarship... Whether my application is accepted or not, all will be know at 3pm. However, I really don't know which I should i support.

I wish to get it, so that I can travel to other country. Of coz, the scholarship is free as well. So, everything would be easier for my family.

I don't wish to get it, cause, TARC, the college i'm going soon, are full with my friends. they're going on 11 May for A level/ 18 may for diploma. On the other hand, my mother will surely miss me.

But anyways, I think, there's no slot for me. It's quite hard to get this scholarship. just follow my destiny, my fate...