Families =-= I hate it =-=

As shown a few days before, My grandpa is very sick. A tumour of unknown substance is growing larger and larger in his spinal cord.

The problem is....

My uncle asked my dad to take care of him. Bring him to KL. And get him treated in KL hospitals.
Then on the other side, my dad....he said he don't have the time to bring him here and there, but he'll try his best. Before my dad came back from Kalimantan, my cousin, Li Liang, sms-ed him and told him that his dad is very sick. As soon as my dad saw the message, he called up her. But, she didn't pick up and bla bla bla..... So, my uncle was thinking of sharing responsibilities with my dad.

What I think bout these adults is..... immatures

1st of all. I don't think Li Liang should enter into this matter. Her attitude is like...."I am a grown up and I should do something bout this matter. I think that's very wrong." OK, stop there. My dad wasn't happy with the way she's talking to him. Like very calculative just exactly like her mother. Well, It's true =.=" Scared the way when their eating with us. Both of them are like "CHARGE!!!!!!! & ATTACK!!!". You won't eat full when you're sitting the same table with them. This is true facts. Even my sis says that....

2nd of all, my uncle should still bear the responsibilities as well. My dad is very pressured and that's no joke. Yea we know that he's paying alot to treat grandpa but also he must understand the conditions of my dad.

3rd of all, I'm not siding anyone on this case. So next is my dad. I know he's very pressured at all but from my point of view, he should bear some of the responsibilities as well. My uncle had done his part. I think that they aren't being calculative. However, I strongly feel that they are being pushed too. Perhaps, financial problem?

Still, I hope LiLiang would pay more respect to my father. After all, my dad is considered as an elder. Older than LiLiang at least. So, Better if she could change her attitude and tone of voice will talking to people.

Sub 24Aug Diary (1) - Westin's Yum

Morning I woke up. It's 8am. My mum was awake that time, with my didi, Bryan. It's so boring. I can't seemed to stand the boringness. I thought I might be able to surf the net with dad's laptop. NAhh! The stupid laptop bullied me. There's no line there!! ARhghGH!

9.20am.OK, my mum decided to go to Pavillion. Anyways, it's just opposite the hotel. =.=" But I'm quite lazy. Still, I went with her. You know why she wanted to go Pavillion so dreadfully?? Because of J.CO DOUGHNUTS. Her fav. lolx. But she always say it's our fav. Just admit it~! =P We were there. But it's too early. Even the doughnuts aren't ready at that moment. It will open on 10am sharp. OK. We waited.. and waited...and waited. Finally, 10am~ yeah~ Believe or not, we're the first to buy them. Haha! Fresh from the oven~

11.30am, It's time for Brunch. Brunch stands for - BReakfast and lUNCH. that's what it meant. But to me, it's Bruncher.. + DinnER. haha.. It's dim sum like that la. Eat till very full oh....Anyways, that's my day in Westin.

Sub 23Aug Diary - Stay in KL

OK, there's must be someone asking, what the h3ll you meant staying in KL!!?? LOLz. Now, I'll explain. My mum got this voucher to have a free night stay in Westin, which costs RM500 per night. Nice ya~ For me, that's just nothing but ordinary. I mean.. I prefer sleeping on my own bed without sharing with my parents and siblings. Because it's just 1 room and only have 1 bed. That's why i prefer staying at home. =P And my didi keep crying through the night. Is it possible that I can get a good night sleep??! Not to mention, he slept and turned all over the bed the whole night. Seriously! He sleeps like this and becomes like that the next day. Only my didi know how to do that. Haha.

That night, it wasn't a good night anyways. I can't sleep and I keep thinking bout lou dao's problem. He would sms me and say "free ma?" and then i replied him but then he didn't reply me. Sweat!! But I know, he knows, everyone knows, he wanted somebody to accompany him. I still felt soooo sorry for him! I can't help him. I can't comfort him. Not like he always help me and comfort me. I got the guilty feeling in my spine, but I really am unable to help him. Well, his girlfriend broke up with him. And so on.... On the whole, LOVE this thing should be solved by oneself. I can't help him. But all I can do is pray. And hope that he can feel better tomorrow. Wishing for the best day for him tomorrow and recover as soon as possible.

As for my real dad, I not sure if it's a dream or reality. When I'm sleeping, I "like" saw him took my phone and...

-"You got boyfriend ar?"
-"Boyfriend your head la!"

He took my phone and I think he's checking it.

-"Don't read my messages la!"

He passed me back the phone. He threw it on the hotel bed and I took it. I put it on the table beside me. Then I just went to sleep.

Well, Overall, It's a "LIKE" thing. So I seriously don't know if it really happened. The next day, I didn't choose to ask him. It didn't seem to run through my mind. I don't even want to think bout telling him.

Dad's home

Yupz, My dad is home now. As usual, there's nothing happy or sad or what. It's not the first time or the 2nd time or the 3rd time he went to overseas. In fact, he went to Papua New Guinea when I was in primary school. If not mistaken, standard 3. That time when we went to the airport to sent him overseas, yea, whole of the family cried. But not that much during the 2nd time he went overseas. So it's nothing new. Just normal home sweet home.

Well, not exactly. He ordered me to cook maggie mee for him and make a cup of milo for him. Which it was quite lazy for me to do anything. As long as he's anywhere, he always got a free "maid", or not-free maid - a servant- du-uh. Anyways, his business/job always sliding way low. Thought it will be a better change, but still not coming through our minds. haha. Not that I'm complaining or what, it's just something we longed all this while. Well, at least he's home. Not to mention, alot of chocolates. XD