Unexpected meet up.

Well, NS is around the corner. 26/27 december I'll be going to Mantin camp. Somewhr in Seremban. my mum says that it's quite near to where we stay. And 1 thing, very unexpectedly, an online friend of mine... IS IN THE SAME CAMP AS ME! Wow... I feel so...刺激. haha. This is the first meet up I'm going to do. Coz, I never met my online friends real life before. Not anyone. Ah Dien, first known last year, is in the same batch and in the same camp as me. I think I'll freak out. Ahh sweat~!~

NS...I'm actually having mixed feelings about it. I am excited, scared, confused, curious, awaiting and pushed back towards it as well. OK, I have no idea what i'm saying. = =~ I'm kinda excited coz I'm able to stay on my own without my parents. I've always finding this chance to do this. Not because i hate them, I just wanna try out how independent is. Scared that I can't find up a friend there. And I have to listen to Malay,which is one of my weak subjects in school. Confused as I don't know if I can cope with it. That's why I'm looking forward to it but I'm also trying to pull myself away from it. I think, It will be a great experience. Wish me luck~!

Biology 3xtra Class

Today's Biology class again. AND I have no idea why i keep write Biology as Bioloday. - -" ok. so swt~~ Anyways, in class, Josie wants to know who's P3ar. So, WHO IS P3AR?! OK la, but she wants to know. I told her this is not the main thing because I've already, well, almost already, to give up on him. haha. He today wasn't in the class. I bet he's skipping class like everyone feels want to. HY asked Josie to guess. We gave some tips. 1. He's tall, above 170cm. 2. He's a guy. 3. He's 17 years old.....OK, bla bla bla. Main tip, well, I mean important tip.. = =" He wears half of his spects. Now, what does that mean? HY and I know what it means. But not Josie. Instead, she thought the frame of the spects is half-framed. LOL. I and HY landed up laughing in tears. Josie keep saying it's LM. And I was....wakakakkakakakakakkakaka.......never gonna happen = =!! What we meant "half spects" because he sometimes wears spects and sometimes he's not. That's what we meant. Well, to say the truth, it's quite misleading. haha.

After class, we went to Mutiara to eat. It happened unexpectacly and unplanned and spontaneously. We just decided. And LM landed up coming with us as soon as he found out. We all sat WeiQuan's small kancil car out. To squeeze 6 person in the car, specifically Kancil, It's really like sardine. BUT I got the pleasure of sitting in front. Because I'm fat = =' OK.. skip skip.. nothing important. hahaha. We ordered Pizza Hut XXXXX dunno what name it is. But it's quite small = ='... But satisfying and feeling.

I can't believe Josie and HY still remember that thing. When we're eating Sushi that day, my ONLINE friend called me. I was surprised. So was HY. She asked me who's that. And I said it quickly.."online friend"... She "Har"-ed me twice before she heard it right. ET and Josie were suddenly stunned and asked me what. I said my online friend. And they laughed. Why, because they heard "我男朋友". Instead "online 朋友". It's really almost sounded the same when you speak fastly and unclearly = = '. hahaha. Till now, they still remember and still laughing bout it. hahaha.....

Sub 24Aug Diary (3) & Today - Bye Bye Olympics~

The closing ceremony of Olympics. Oh d4rn. I like the fact that the Olympic really did catch my attention. There are some sports that I think are fun and interesting. For example, Playing badminton and Volleyball, and Diving and gymnasts. Too bad it's over. I so wanna catch more bout them.

So, the closing ceremony was overall just OK. My friends said that there's some sneak view in London, where it will be the new place for a new Olympics games the next 4 years, 2012. And that's interesting. I didn't manage to catch that. All I saw was artists singing. There's 王力宏，成龙，周华健，陈慧琳 , Rain and others. Nice... Just nice. Haha. So looking forward to the next Olympics.

The whole weekend was a up and down for me, and it is caused by 2 guys. 1 of them is lou dao. And the other 1 is that b4st4rd which i thought it's p3ar. But today, it's just stupid. The whole p3ar thing is such a miserable thing. STUPID JL!

Sub 24Aug Diary (1) - Westin's Yum

Morning I woke up. It's 8am. My mum was awake that time, with my didi, Bryan. It's so boring. I can't seemed to stand the boringness. I thought I might be able to surf the net with dad's laptop. NAhh! The stupid laptop bullied me. There's no line there!! ARhghGH!

9.20am.OK, my mum decided to go to Pavillion. Anyways, it's just opposite the hotel. =.=" But I'm quite lazy. Still, I went with her. You know why she wanted to go Pavillion so dreadfully?? Because of J.CO DOUGHNUTS. Her fav. lolx. But she always say it's our fav. Just admit it~! =P We were there. But it's too early. Even the doughnuts aren't ready at that moment. It will open on 10am sharp. OK. We waited.. and waited...and waited. Finally, 10am~ yeah~ Believe or not, we're the first to buy them. Haha! Fresh from the oven~

11.30am, It's time for Brunch. Brunch stands for - BReakfast and lUNCH. that's what it meant. But to me, it's Bruncher.. + DinnER. haha.. It's dim sum like that la. Eat till very full oh....Anyways, that's my day in Westin.

Sub 23Aug Diary - Stay in KL

OK, there's must be someone asking, what the h3ll you meant staying in KL!!?? LOLz. Now, I'll explain. My mum got this voucher to have a free night stay in Westin, which costs RM500 per night. Nice ya~ For me, that's just nothing but ordinary. I mean.. I prefer sleeping on my own bed without sharing with my parents and siblings. Because it's just 1 room and only have 1 bed. That's why i prefer staying at home. =P And my didi keep crying through the night. Is it possible that I can get a good night sleep??! Not to mention, he slept and turned all over the bed the whole night. Seriously! He sleeps like this and becomes like that the next day. Only my didi know how to do that. Haha.

That night, it wasn't a good night anyways. I can't sleep and I keep thinking bout lou dao's problem. He would sms me and say "free ma?" and then i replied him but then he didn't reply me. Sweat!! But I know, he knows, everyone knows, he wanted somebody to accompany him. I still felt soooo sorry for him! I can't help him. I can't comfort him. Not like he always help me and comfort me. I got the guilty feeling in my spine, but I really am unable to help him. Well, his girlfriend broke up with him. And so on.... On the whole, LOVE this thing should be solved by oneself. I can't help him. But all I can do is pray. And hope that he can feel better tomorrow. Wishing for the best day for him tomorrow and recover as soon as possible.

As for my real dad, I not sure if it's a dream or reality. When I'm sleeping, I "like" saw him took my phone and...

-"You got boyfriend ar?"
-"Boyfriend your head la!"

He took my phone and I think he's checking it.

-"Don't read my messages la!"

He passed me back the phone. He threw it on the hotel bed and I took it. I put it on the table beside me. Then I just went to sleep.

Well, Overall, It's a "LIKE" thing. So I seriously don't know if it really happened. The next day, I didn't choose to ask him. It didn't seem to run through my mind. I don't even want to think bout telling him.

Summary for today's overall happenings

OK, there's so much I truly wanna blog about. But obviously, there's no time. ><" I had to be in bed by 10.30pm and i left 18 minutes. So, I'll write the main happenings here, and I'll elaborate them tomorrow.

1. Holiday in KL...... Yea, I know, it's pathetic. And, EEST restaurant Brunch or should I say Bruncher...You'll know why...

2. My poor online lou dao. Hope he's feeling OK.

3. My dad's stuff. But I really am uncertain if that's a dream or reality..I'm saying REALLY UNCERTAIN!

4. D4mn Crazy P3ar..><" Panicking day for me. Stupid Cz....

5. Olympic Closing Ceremony. BOoO! I don't want it to end!

Nice crazy day for me. Both sad and happy moments together. Well, both caused by 2 guys. thanks a lot to them....=.="

Have a beautiful NiteZ dream ya~

What our country needs

http://harismibrahim.wordpress.com/2008/08/18/dear-anwar/#comment-22102

Link to this. This is what we Malaysians want. The "letter" may be a little too problematic to read as it involves many tough words which I myself won't be able to understand too. But for the main message, you will know what's the main message in this "Dear Anwar" that is trying to be pass on to Anwar. As I read finish this letter and read those comments, I felt like crying. Everyone's hopes are on Anwar now. He must bring us hope. In changing Malaysia, our country, a better beautiful place to live in without classifying bumiputras and non-bumiputras. In turning out all those who fight for their selfishness and not thinking about others. In the existence of no race-base education, like a practical example UiTM. May Anwar has this chance to read this letter. So that he knows what Malaysians truly wants and not making the same mistakes what past leaders have made.

Save Malaysia!

Avril Lavigne concert CANCELED!

This must be a super heartbreak for Avril's fan. Yupz, the concert is canceled. According to those who canceled it, they commented that such type of rock and punk concert is not suitable to be held in the Merdeka period. The concert is supposed to held on Aug29. But of course, it's been canceled. So.. so long Avril~

My sister wanna go to Avril's concert too. She begged my mum but my mum don't let. Because of the price. Yup, of course.. They said that this type of concert will have bad influences on youngsters, which is NOT! LOlz. It's just a liking towards an idol. Well, that's what youngsters today do. =.=' However, Because of bad influences, that's why it's been canceled? It seems quite ridiculous to me. National Day will be National Day. Concert will be Concert. There's nothing that could clash together. They should be more open about this stuff anyways.

Pressure aren't on you!

It makes me kinda sick when I heard that people in school making bad statements bout Lee Chong Wei. Not only them, but also the public, which I heard from my mother. They said CV played till his pants drop and was a bad badminton player.

OK. First things first, all of them are just wishing, or should i say "relying on CV" to get a Gold medal in the Olympics games. But none of them really understand what's the process of undergoing these so much pressure. He lost may be caused by pressure. Not only he himself casting pressure on himself. But also the public and the media. He carries such a large burden on his shoulder and yet, who can he share with? He may have lost because of the pressure we're pushing on him. I admitted, I have high hopes for him. So does everyone else. This may be the cause for him to fail in this game.

So, the game was done. And he lost. But, bad statements about him should be abolished. Instead, why aren't we supporting the only Malaysian that made his way into the finals and got a Silver medal after 8years of medal starve in Malaysia? Because we humans are greedy creatures. So greedy till we run others down and blame them for all the lost. When will human be non-selfish?

Holiday Movi3s

Bored to stay alone at home. Even the PC doesn't seem to be attractive anymore ever since i quit Ran. And Xdo sometimes bored me out too.

What can be done in this whole boring day?~

Movies~ Good thing there's something called TV. So pleased someone invented it. Haha. HBO and Astro channel 322 to watch some movies. I watched bout 3 movies. Which i watch first i really don't remember.

The first 1 i remember. It's "Evan Almighty". Talking bout a politician just been chosen to be a congressman. He prayed to God that he could change everyone's life. His wife, prayed for the whole family to be closer. It's a comedy. The God came true. And he asked the politician to build an ark(boat) as he predicted that a flood was about to come. However, the politician finds it hard and difficult as his wife and family slowly felt something crazy bout this guy. =D But fortunately, they came and everyone helped to build the boat and so the flood came but everyone are safe, including the animals~ Yea~ Haha. Anyways, the main reason i liked the story is because some good statements. "If you ask god to make your family closer, it gives you the opportunity to get close to each other. It won't fall from the sky just like that" and "Act of a Random Kindness from random times" Love both of those =)

Next, another comedy and a little love story. There's this girl, named Vivian, she was cheated by her Bf. Her Bf went to find other girl that was so pro in "chai mui". This makes Vivian to learn how to "chai mui" so that she can fight back with Mango (that girl who's pro in chai mui). She learned with this pub boss, which was a divorcee. So like that, they talk bout their love story and how they won Mango. Nice show. Romantic ma =D

Last show i watched today was I-don't-know-what-name. LOlz. I seriously don't know what was it's name. But it's a meaningful story. Both divorcee, with many children, fell in love together and decided to stay under the same roof. At first, all the children don't like each other and fought over matters. Sometimes, I watched this type of movies and i don't know why i cried. =.=' Not saying it's touching or sad or whatever, but I just cry!! LOlz. Stupid ya.

Tomorrow, I had to go to school. For the Biology extra classes. I am feeling so lazy right now. And I don't feel like going either. I had to take the bus again. So tiring. But what to do? I must study still...

Boring Choir Competition.. Sleep....

Today 7am woke up. Why? It's a Sunday and school holiday too. Why the @#$%^& I need to wake up this @#$%^& early??!(XD) Because of this boring Choir competition that we didn't even take part. =.=' Whole choir got 110+ members and only 50+ went. And it's so boring. I swear won't go to this type of competition again! Not after I at least got a report to write and pass to them. lolx. Anyways, there's room for next year again. I think I need to write 2 reports next year. 1 for the first semester and second for the 2nd semester

7am wake up. As usual, take bath change clothes and jump into my mum's car and off we go~ 8.15am was the time to meet at the Kong Chen Hall. I sms-ed WJun. No reply geh?! So i waited for her there. Mana tau, she actually reached earlier than me and was visiting the Change Shape Lake(direct translation from Mandarin lol.)

We reached there. But due to the so late-ness of the bus drivers, the competition started. Thinking it will be exciting, it felt quite boring even the 1st to 2nd songs. Felt like Zombies. XD~ Skip all that! Ya' know, I don't have time to get bored writing bout those stuff again. I can't stand it either.

The only thing FUN was when going back to school~~~~~ Yeah~ Other than our boringness can be cured, I felt actually choir is like a big family. Everyone are so HOT~ LOlz~ I meant passionate to each other. Such as XinMei, when talking with her, it's like talking with Mermaid. Very fun to talk with and don't mind too much. We sat on the bus and Winnie suggested singing songs. OK, let's sing. BUT... all Chinese songs =.=" you know, I have low knowledge bout Chinese song. It went out well anyways.They were fun.

We reached school. I phoned my mum and asked her where was she. She told she just bout to get out of the house. WalaoEh~ it's scary to wait in the school. LOlz~ But then the choir gang suggested go to Mutiara to WAG. XD However, I WAG not long la. Just drank finish a glass of cold MILO and then run to the A1 bus stop there. My mum was just bout to turn~ Lucky me~! But rugi LOrh~! RM2 for a milo. No time to get the change. I gave to WJun so that she helped me pay after i left.

And so, THE END~ =P Starting to like choir. Well, i liked it last year. But not the beginning of this year. Because we had to stay up till 6pm every Tuesday and the coach was kinda long gas. Haha. But, we can't blame her. She don't want her hard work to be wasted just like that. I ought to think bout her side of view first. =)

So Long for the Gold medal~

Just watched the badminton games. And, referring to the title, you know Malaysia lost. But we had the silver medal. *Ch33r!*~ Great Game Lee Chung Wei! Don't give up yea!

So, It was quite disappointing. Lin Dan is a d@mn great player! He takes opportunity when CW fell down to get the ball. Then, *Boom!* 1 mark gone! lolx~ For me, Lin Dan is quite handsome. Haha. Don't say my taste bad, He got muscle k? =P

I thought they 6.30pm start to compete (I heard this from the choir group). But when I ask CZ to tell me the latest results after the competition, she said it's 8.45pm start. And, 1 more thing so FISH! I thought she went to Taiping to see Pear compete today. But then, haiz! BAI WU LONG tim! Apparently, she didn't go, and not even deciding to do that. I asked her for the latest results. But she sms-ed me saying.."How would I know. Go ask him la." Wa swt! I think she's starting to suspecting something..... Anyways, suspect as you like. It will be just like a scandal and forget everything bout it about..hmm..2months? =.=" By then, we will be busying studying~ Who cares?~

Back to the topic, 1 more thing to be happy of. Although CW lost, It's so great to have Chinese as the top 1 and 2 badminton players in the whole wide world. Go Chinese Go! Chinese RuleX~ =)

Happy Bday pear!

Today is my pear's bday! Hooray!!

OK la. nothing to say. haiz! Sien sometimes.
Maybe should let go of pear.
Must control myself.
Focus on my studies first!
No mood to write blog today.
I don't have anything to write either.
Just feeling bored.

"Big" very Suprising bday present......-.-'

Just a day after my birthday, I got a present from the government. Come congrats me~ lol.

"Tahniah kerana kena NS."

XD! swt! Haha. Initially, I don't like NS cause of some bad reports that always revolves around NS students. Rape cases, Murder cases. And i bet the food isn't good either. Once, my online friend told me that even the NS warden is mean to chinese girl students, prejudice against chineses, making statements like "gatal", "miang" on them. When i heard about this, I felt angry and disgust against this NS. How can such a program teach their people about unity??

Then, YiMiin keep saying it's very fun and can take money too~ I think I should give it a try. But yet, it depends on luck too. If I'm lucky, I can get to go to somewhere lesser malays, like Ipoh. And i'll accept Sabah and Sarawak too. Why? Because I never been to Sabah and Sarawak before. Free plane ticket eh. lolz! Why must I depend on luck too? Well, one of my classmates said that his don't know who unluckily went to Kelantan camp, which is full of malays. He said the students over there always make fun of her. And even molested her when the electricity is cut off. =.=" So, it depends on luck. Please give me a good place please!!

I can't wait to tell my mum. I think she'll freak out anyways. haha. what to do? I can't run away from it either. By the ways, tahniah to HY, Chester, JL, edwin, YiMiin, and many others! Hope we are in the same camp. ><"

OLympIc!

Aug8 was Olympic Open Ceremony. Well, I can't exactly online at night and rarely could on weekends. Because, normally, My mum don't give, and weekends i have to go to my new house in Seri Kembangan. But today, my sister said...or should i say lied... that she had to go to a party organized by her friend near where she's staying. The thing she lied about is, It's not near her house. lol. She went out to meet her online friends with her online bf.

OK, back! Aug8 08 Fun!! =P Other than LM's bday, the open ceremony was beautiful. Well, at first. =P they used alot of Fireworks. Wow! The bird nest is quite cute. But my mum said it's funny. hahaha. Anyways, i like the part when they formed the word "HE" means unity in chinese using blocks of i dunno what. XD then there's traditional dress worn before dynasties ago. And puppet. You know, like all those chinese opera's people, but in puppet. =.=" It seems like I'm talking nonsense. Haha. And the ear-piercing singing sang by a chinese and an european girl on a sphere, which is so hurting our ear drums (only the girl's singing), drawing using human bodies, the pigeon with many many people... many eunaches.. At least i think they are eunach(tai4 jian4) =P.

And come to the Boring part... all the participants form the countries all around the world walked out... so boring... felt like wanna sleep. haha. When it annouced Malaysia, OMG! so ugly! white sarong and black shirt walking out. so throw face. hahaha.. =P It's true wert. When it reached 9.30pm, my mum ordered me to change the channel, it's time for her opera show..also mine. =P I didn't manage to see the huo ju.. My friends say it's boring. Cause, all the fun part are in front. haha.

Anyways, Hope Malaysian win! +U+U Gambate!

LM's WATERMELON BDAY!!!!!!

080808 a very special day not only because it is the starting of Beijing Olympic Games, but also LM's bday! Happy b-day LM! Anyways, he's not reading this blog now. XD...

Can't believe I and LM can be good friends. All because of LaoMei (form teacher), that's how I can talk to him friendly now. Before knowing him, he seemed like a quiet boy, sitting with my pear. XD! But now, I really can't believe what I'm seeing. He's actually quite crazy. Although he is quiet during class. I thought he's busying listening to teacher. MANA TAU, he's day-dreaming. hahaha. Btw, I helped him to confess his feelings to Watermelon (now his gf) by helping him choose what type of present to give her. =)

OK. Back to the topic. Today, he reached school quite early. I saw him walking to class. So i walked faster to chased after him. Then he told me Watermelon asked him to come early today. ShuYan saw him running away from her because LM scared ShuYan will play a fool on him. XD After he came back from the canteen, everyone cut the watermelon (NO, i mean real watermelon =.=') Haha. LM big boy already. He knows how to paktoh now. XD! 2nd recess, the gang from 5sRen come again. They carried him to their class and started drawing on his upper body. 西瓜报国 is on his body. hahaha...

Happy Birthday LM! Hope you and Watermelon happy 4ever =P

JL's B-day

Today JL's Bday. he yesterday so no mood...'cause scared everybody will talk bad bout him. Actually, sometimes he thinks too much. Only know how to think bout negative things. He should let it go more easily. Everything will turn out smooth. Try thinking it optimistically. Due to his down mood, LM also felt insulting for the class monitor when JL say that she (the person who make the card) was being unfair to him. Well, if it's me, I will surely felt angry too.

Anyways~ Luckily things turn out well. His friends ADUBA JL during the 2nd recess and wrote many many words on his body...opps..*upper body..XD! wrote things such as 尽忠报国. Hahaz. During chinese period, ShuYan gave him the water bottle witch had the whole class' congrats for today is his birthday. And he said he's happy. Told you that -.-" but anyhow~ Zen wrote him on the bday card that he's a gay lou. then he sad again... SWT! hopefully he's not boh song-ing Zen la. People just kidding LOL