I think... I feel lesser like like towards P3ar. It's just only like, not like like anymore. That type of like which doesn't involve "love". Merely just.... how to say it..... I mean I still like him.. but not that much anymore. Because.... He only talks to SM =.="! OK! I'm not jealous-ing or what! This is because.... 1. I don't hate SM.. 2. I hate P3ar only..Because he choi SM more than me!! lolz... Ok la.. stop this now. No reason to feel the hatred or Umbrage (angry) - A new word i learned from Readers Digest.
I wanna write more.. But my lou dao urged me to play Sdo now. So... Next time I'll write more bout it.. He use stupid reasons to threaten me...T.T!
Friday, August 29, 2008
Thursday, August 28, 2008
A Stone Throw
I started to throw my stone today. (For p3ar =P) Well, today is a Thursday. Which means, today we'll change our seat by moving 3 seats away from our normal place. I was happy because today...p3ar sit quite near me. He sits beside + next + next seat, can consider near wert~ Haha.. BUT...he sure will talk more to SM instead to me. According to LM, SM and P3ar had been in the same class for quite awhile. Compared to me? Well, just 2 years. that's why. So, I wasn't that overjoyed bout that. Not saying I'm jealous or what.. but he always pays lesser attention to me!! Comparing to SM..><" 1 more thing that kept me fed up! He always talks to me when he needs help in his study.. >.<"!
OK, so it's the last period of the day. Unfortunately, teacher gave us a test. Calculus test to be specific. This teacher is new here. And I think she's somehow kinda soft-hearted. I mean, Seriously, even if she sees someone cheating, she won't confront them either. Sometimes, I feel sorry for her too. But anyways~ the whole class cheated. After i passed up my exam paper, I wanted to ask Colin some questions. She's sitting behind p3ar that time. So, I took the chance to sit beside him, which is empty, and talked with Colin. After I got my answers, I purposely turned to P3ar. He was doing the question. But he don't know how to do it. So i taught him to do. After some help, he did it. He found the answer. Then he came to thank me. Lolz. There's somehow somewhere inappropriate. He told me that he felt useless because he needed me to teach him to do. Well, I think I should slow down sometimes. Then after school, I saw him walked out the school with SM!!! Arghhh! =.=
OK, so it's the last period of the day. Unfortunately, teacher gave us a test. Calculus test to be specific. This teacher is new here. And I think she's somehow kinda soft-hearted. I mean, Seriously, even if she sees someone cheating, she won't confront them either. Sometimes, I feel sorry for her too. But anyways~ the whole class cheated. After i passed up my exam paper, I wanted to ask Colin some questions. She's sitting behind p3ar that time. So, I took the chance to sit beside him, which is empty, and talked with Colin. After I got my answers, I purposely turned to P3ar. He was doing the question. But he don't know how to do it. So i taught him to do. After some help, he did it. He found the answer. Then he came to thank me. Lolz. There's somehow somewhere inappropriate. He told me that he felt useless because he needed me to teach him to do. Well, I think I should slow down sometimes. Then after school, I saw him walked out the school with SM!!! Arghhh! =.=
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Heavy Feather...
Yesterday night, I was too busy thinking bout lou dao. He haven't reply my message. And I'm so scared he will do stupid things. So, I'm worried till I can't even get the word "C-H-E-M-I-S-T-R-Y" in my head. Seriously...I wasn't watching TV nor studying, even though I am watching and studying. NO joke.
10.30pm, the soap opera came to its end. And it's time to go to bed. At that time, I managed to think openly and positively. Only on that time, I realize... Lou dao is so much older than me - 26years old. And that makes him more mature than me as well. It's not his first love too. So, even if he wants to do anything stupid, he would done it earlier before. I know he's suffocating there. But at that same time, he's trying to get over it. And 1 more thing, IF he ever committed suicide, I'll be so pis*ed off. Even I managed to get over him and continue living, if you kill yourself over L-O-V-E, It's so d4mn worthless. No love doesn't mean there's no life. If I'm destined to live alone, then live alone that will be.
Good thing chemistry and addmaths turned out well today. If not, I'm gonna hit myself with the wall. Today's addmaths exam was so funny. Haha. Teacher gave us the paper. When I reached the second question, I'm not sure how to do that "locus" thingy. I didn't study it thoroughly. Then, teacher said it's a equation. After hearing that, I got the idea. I and LM cheated. LOlz. He helped me and I helped him on some careless mistakes. I corrected him~ =P However, he still get the 1st question wrong.
10.30pm, the soap opera came to its end. And it's time to go to bed. At that time, I managed to think openly and positively. Only on that time, I realize... Lou dao is so much older than me - 26years old. And that makes him more mature than me as well. It's not his first love too. So, even if he wants to do anything stupid, he would done it earlier before. I know he's suffocating there. But at that same time, he's trying to get over it. And 1 more thing, IF he ever committed suicide, I'll be so pis*ed off. Even I managed to get over him and continue living, if you kill yourself over L-O-V-E, It's so d4mn worthless. No love doesn't mean there's no life. If I'm destined to live alone, then live alone that will be.
Good thing chemistry and addmaths turned out well today. If not, I'm gonna hit myself with the wall. Today's addmaths exam was so funny. Haha. Teacher gave us the paper. When I reached the second question, I'm not sure how to do that "locus" thingy. I didn't study it thoroughly. Then, teacher said it's a equation. After hearing that, I got the idea. I and LM cheated. LOlz. He helped me and I helped him on some careless mistakes. I corrected him~ =P However, he still get the 1st question wrong.
Monday, August 25, 2008
Sub 24Aug Diary (3) & Today - Bye Bye Olympics~
The closing ceremony of Olympics. Oh d4rn. I like the fact that the Olympic really did catch my attention. There are some sports that I think are fun and interesting. For example, Playing badminton and Volleyball, and Diving and gymnasts. Too bad it's over. I so wanna catch more bout them.
So, the closing ceremony was overall just OK. My friends said that there's some sneak view in London, where it will be the new place for a new Olympics games the next 4 years, 2012. And that's interesting. I didn't manage to catch that. All I saw was artists singing. There's 王力宏，成龙，周华健，陈慧琳 , Rain and others. Nice... Just nice. Haha. So looking forward to the next Olympics.
The whole weekend was a up and down for me, and it is caused by 2 guys. 1 of them is lou dao. And the other 1 is that b4st4rd which i thought it's p3ar. But today, it's just stupid. The whole p3ar thing is such a miserable thing. STUPID JL!
So, the closing ceremony was overall just OK. My friends said that there's some sneak view in London, where it will be the new place for a new Olympics games the next 4 years, 2012. And that's interesting. I didn't manage to catch that. All I saw was artists singing. There's 王力宏，成龙，周华健，陈慧琳 , Rain and others. Nice... Just nice. Haha. So looking forward to the next Olympics.
The whole weekend was a up and down for me, and it is caused by 2 guys. 1 of them is lou dao. And the other 1 is that b4st4rd which i thought it's p3ar. But today, it's just stupid. The whole p3ar thing is such a miserable thing. STUPID JL!
Sub 24Aug Diary (2) & Today - P3ar
After Westin, we went to new house to look see look see. I was washing the car. I didn't notice that SOME b4st4rds smsed me. Initially, He's not a B4st4rd. But today, He's a B4st4rd. Wanna know why??!!
I read the sms. But i have no idea who is it. The number looked familiar. I guessed guessed it's P3ar. Because it's just a guess, I decided to ask who is him. then he replied me "Ur pear lo.." Then I was like ADOI!! Haiz.. Don't feel to write bout this. Cause I'll be very fish. The main thing is I FELT SO D4MN PANIC! AND SCARED! OK.. skip skip skip and jump jump jump.. and skip skip skip and jump jump jump that part away.
Today, this JL told me he was that P3ar yesterday. I was like "WHAT THE ****!!!!!!!!!". Think didn't go through the brains enough. Stupid JL!!!!! He don't know how much he played my emotions!! For feeling panic and happy! @#$%^&*!!!!!!! And waste my money sms 016!!! Don't you know it's very expensive?? If he's really P3ar, I'll be willing to waste this pile of money. But if not, WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! 冤枉钱!! T_T
And for what reasons i say "stupid CZ"? Because I thought it's really p3ar and I figured out that CZ told him bout that thing I fished bout. OK. Sorry CZ for accusing you. Now....STUPID JL STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID JJJJJJJJJJJJJLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I read the sms. But i have no idea who is it. The number looked familiar. I guessed guessed it's P3ar. Because it's just a guess, I decided to ask who is him. then he replied me "Ur pear lo.." Then I was like ADOI!! Haiz.. Don't feel to write bout this. Cause I'll be very fish. The main thing is I FELT SO D4MN PANIC! AND SCARED! OK.. skip skip skip and jump jump jump.. and skip skip skip and jump jump jump that part away.
Today, this JL told me he was that P3ar yesterday. I was like "WHAT THE ****!!!!!!!!!". Think didn't go through the brains enough. Stupid JL!!!!! He don't know how much he played my emotions!! For feeling panic and happy! @#$%^&*!!!!!!! And waste my money sms 016!!! Don't you know it's very expensive?? If he's really P3ar, I'll be willing to waste this pile of money. But if not, WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! 冤枉钱!! T_T
And for what reasons i say "stupid CZ"? Because I thought it's really p3ar and I figured out that CZ told him bout that thing I fished bout. OK. Sorry CZ for accusing you. Now....STUPID JL STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID JJJJJJJJJJJJJLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sub 24Aug Diary (1) - Westin's Yum
Morning I woke up. It's 8am. My mum was awake that time, with my didi, Bryan. It's so boring. I can't seemed to stand the boringness. I thought I might be able to surf the net with dad's laptop. NAhh! The stupid laptop bullied me. There's no line there!! ARhghGH!
9.20am.OK, my mum decided to go to Pavillion. Anyways, it's just opposite the hotel. =.=" But I'm quite lazy. Still, I went with her. You know why she wanted to go Pavillion so dreadfully?? Because of J.CO DOUGHNUTS. Her fav. lolx. But she always say it's our fav. Just admit it~! =P We were there. But it's too early. Even the doughnuts aren't ready at that moment. It will open on 10am sharp. OK. We waited.. and waited...and waited. Finally, 10am~ yeah~ Believe or not, we're the first to buy them. Haha! Fresh from the oven~
11.30am, It's time for Brunch. Brunch stands for - BReakfast and lUNCH. that's what it meant. But to me, it's Bruncher.. + DinnER. haha.. It's dim sum like that la. Eat till very full oh....Anyways, that's my day in Westin.
9.20am.OK, my mum decided to go to Pavillion. Anyways, it's just opposite the hotel. =.=" But I'm quite lazy. Still, I went with her. You know why she wanted to go Pavillion so dreadfully?? Because of J.CO DOUGHNUTS. Her fav. lolx. But she always say it's our fav. Just admit it~! =P We were there. But it's too early. Even the doughnuts aren't ready at that moment. It will open on 10am sharp. OK. We waited.. and waited...and waited. Finally, 10am~ yeah~ Believe or not, we're the first to buy them. Haha! Fresh from the oven~
11.30am, It's time for Brunch. Brunch stands for - BReakfast and lUNCH. that's what it meant. But to me, it's Bruncher.. + DinnER. haha.. It's dim sum like that la. Eat till very full oh....Anyways, that's my day in Westin.
Sub 23Aug Diary - Stay in KL
OK, there's must be someone asking, what the h3ll you meant staying in KL!!?? LOLz. Now, I'll explain. My mum got this voucher to have a free night stay in Westin, which costs RM500 per night. Nice ya~ For me, that's just nothing but ordinary. I mean.. I prefer sleeping on my own bed without sharing with my parents and siblings. Because it's just 1 room and only have 1 bed. That's why i prefer staying at home. =P And my didi keep crying through the night. Is it possible that I can get a good night sleep??! Not to mention, he slept and turned all over the bed the whole night. Seriously! He sleeps like this and becomes like that the next day. Only my didi know how to do that. Haha.
That night, it wasn't a good night anyways. I can't sleep and I keep thinking bout lou dao's problem. He would sms me and say "free ma?" and then i replied him but then he didn't reply me. Sweat!! But I know, he knows, everyone knows, he wanted somebody to accompany him. I still felt soooo sorry for him! I can't help him. I can't comfort him. Not like he always help me and comfort me. I got the guilty feeling in my spine, but I really am unable to help him. Well, his girlfriend broke up with him. And so on.... On the whole, LOVE this thing should be solved by oneself. I can't help him. But all I can do is pray. And hope that he can feel better tomorrow. Wishing for the best day for him tomorrow and recover as soon as possible.
As for my real dad, I not sure if it's a dream or reality. When I'm sleeping, I "like" saw him took my phone and...
-"You got boyfriend ar?"
-"Boyfriend your head la!"
He took my phone and I think he's checking it.
-"Don't read my messages la!"
He passed me back the phone. He threw it on the hotel bed and I took it. I put it on the table beside me. Then I just went to sleep.
Well, Overall, It's a "LIKE" thing. So I seriously don't know if it really happened. The next day, I didn't choose to ask him. It didn't seem to run through my mind. I don't even want to think bout telling him.
That night, it wasn't a good night anyways. I can't sleep and I keep thinking bout lou dao's problem. He would sms me and say "free ma?" and then i replied him but then he didn't reply me. Sweat!! But I know, he knows, everyone knows, he wanted somebody to accompany him. I still felt soooo sorry for him! I can't help him. I can't comfort him. Not like he always help me and comfort me. I got the guilty feeling in my spine, but I really am unable to help him. Well, his girlfriend broke up with him. And so on.... On the whole, LOVE this thing should be solved by oneself. I can't help him. But all I can do is pray. And hope that he can feel better tomorrow. Wishing for the best day for him tomorrow and recover as soon as possible.
As for my real dad, I not sure if it's a dream or reality. When I'm sleeping, I "like" saw him took my phone and...
-"You got boyfriend ar?"
-"Boyfriend your head la!"
He took my phone and I think he's checking it.
-"Don't read my messages la!"
He passed me back the phone. He threw it on the hotel bed and I took it. I put it on the table beside me. Then I just went to sleep.
Well, Overall, It's a "LIKE" thing. So I seriously don't know if it really happened. The next day, I didn't choose to ask him. It didn't seem to run through my mind. I don't even want to think bout telling him.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Summary for today's overall happenings
OK, there's so much I truly wanna blog about. But obviously, there's no time. ><" I had to be in bed by 10.30pm and i left 18 minutes. So, I'll write the main happenings here, and I'll elaborate them tomorrow.
1. Holiday in KL...... Yea, I know, it's pathetic. And, EEST restaurant Brunch or should I say Bruncher...You'll know why...
2. My poor online lou dao. Hope he's feeling OK.
3. My dad's stuff. But I really am uncertain if that's a dream or reality..I'm saying REALLY UNCERTAIN!
4. D4mn Crazy P3ar..><" Panicking day for me. Stupid Cz....
5. Olympic Closing Ceremony. BOoO! I don't want it to end!
Nice crazy day for me. Both sad and happy moments together. Well, both caused by 2 guys. thanks a lot to them....=.="
Have a beautiful NiteZ dream ya~
1. Holiday in KL...... Yea, I know, it's pathetic. And, EEST restaurant Brunch or should I say Bruncher...You'll know why...
2. My poor online lou dao. Hope he's feeling OK.
3. My dad's stuff. But I really am uncertain if that's a dream or reality..I'm saying REALLY UNCERTAIN!
4. D4mn Crazy P3ar..><" Panicking day for me. Stupid Cz....
5. Olympic Closing Ceremony. BOoO! I don't want it to end!
Nice crazy day for me. Both sad and happy moments together. Well, both caused by 2 guys. thanks a lot to them....=.="
Have a beautiful NiteZ dream ya~
Friday, August 22, 2008
online Lou Dao Haiz!!
Lou dao entered the world of miserable love life. And now, I'm accompanying him in sdo. No games no chats. Just merely accompanying him. I know, it's hard for him to make such a decision. And I can't help much either. I feel kinda guilty. Coz, all these while, he so help me out but I can't help him. Haiz. So cham, that I can't help him. Wanna make him happy also hard. So now, I'm accompanying him only. Boring. But, I also feel sad for him. Well,~~~~~~ I have nothing to say already. Good night all.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Online friends I really cared about.
Although I quit Ran and all, there's still some friends I really cared bout in there. Till now.
For Example, my online lou dao. Now big zai lo. Know how to date girls already o~ But still, he asks opinion from an amature of love - me - sweat rite. Haha, I can't believe he kept a secret from me. Which is, he already pak toh. I mean, Hello~!? I already quit Ran, I won't say a word bout it. Even if i did, I'm talking to a stranger who don't know who the heck are you. LOlz! OK, enough, I had to keep his secret anyways. If I keep talking more bout it, he'll curse me. He don't even let me say this secret to a cat. See, how he felt. LOlz~
Next, my kor. Actually, I call him "kor" not because of him initially. But because of her Gf. Well, ex-Gf now. She was my initial jie. Then he paktoh with her, and leads me to call him kor. Today, I sms-ed him. He said his eyes pain again. Haiz. What happen to your eyes kor?? Always like that pain. His ex-Gf's name is WaiWai. I know the whole love story between them. But not at the end. Kor at first don't know if he should love her or not. Because WaiWai is 1 year older than him. But, they were together still. WaiWai say kor very leng zai de. But I haven't got the chance to see him till now. I don't know the causes that made them break up. Even kor. But I wished 1 day, they'll find each other again. And kor's eyes be better lo. +u+u Kor
For Example, my online lou dao. Now big zai lo. Know how to date girls already o~ But still, he asks opinion from an amature of love - me - sweat rite. Haha, I can't believe he kept a secret from me. Which is, he already pak toh. I mean, Hello~!? I already quit Ran, I won't say a word bout it. Even if i did, I'm talking to a stranger who don't know who the heck are you. LOlz! OK, enough, I had to keep his secret anyways. If I keep talking more bout it, he'll curse me. He don't even let me say this secret to a cat. See, how he felt. LOlz~
Next, my kor. Actually, I call him "kor" not because of him initially. But because of her Gf. Well, ex-Gf now. She was my initial jie. Then he paktoh with her, and leads me to call him kor. Today, I sms-ed him. He said his eyes pain again. Haiz. What happen to your eyes kor?? Always like that pain. His ex-Gf's name is WaiWai. I know the whole love story between them. But not at the end. Kor at first don't know if he should love her or not. Because WaiWai is 1 year older than him. But, they were together still. WaiWai say kor very leng zai de. But I haven't got the chance to see him till now. I don't know the causes that made them break up. Even kor. But I wished 1 day, they'll find each other again. And kor's eyes be better lo. +u+u Kor
Dad's home
Yupz, My dad is home now. As usual, there's nothing happy or sad or what. It's not the first time or the 2nd time or the 3rd time he went to overseas. In fact, he went to Papua New Guinea when I was in primary school. If not mistaken, standard 3. That time when we went to the airport to sent him overseas, yea, whole of the family cried. But not that much during the 2nd time he went overseas. So it's nothing new. Just normal home sweet home.
Well, not exactly. He ordered me to cook maggie mee for him and make a cup of milo for him. Which it was quite lazy for me to do anything. As long as he's anywhere, he always got a free "maid", or not-free maid - a servant- du-uh. Anyways, his business/job always sliding way low. Thought it will be a better change, but still not coming through our minds. haha. Not that I'm complaining or what, it's just something we longed all this while. Well, at least he's home. Not to mention, alot of chocolates. XD
Well, not exactly. He ordered me to cook maggie mee for him and make a cup of milo for him. Which it was quite lazy for me to do anything. As long as he's anywhere, he always got a free "maid", or not-free maid - a servant- du-uh. Anyways, his business/job always sliding way low. Thought it will be a better change, but still not coming through our minds. haha. Not that I'm complaining or what, it's just something we longed all this while. Well, at least he's home. Not to mention, alot of chocolates. XD
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
What our country needs
http://harismibrahim.wordpress.com/2008/08/18/dear-anwar/#comment-22102
Link to this. This is what we Malaysians want. The "letter" may be a little too problematic to read as it involves many tough words which I myself won't be able to understand too. But for the main message, you will know what's the main message in this "Dear Anwar" that is trying to be pass on to Anwar. As I read finish this letter and read those comments, I felt like crying. Everyone's hopes are on Anwar now. He must bring us hope. In changing Malaysia, our country, a better beautiful place to live in without classifying bumiputras and non-bumiputras. In turning out all those who fight for their selfishness and not thinking about others. In the existence of no race-base education, like a practical example UiTM. May Anwar has this chance to read this letter. So that he knows what Malaysians truly wants and not making the same mistakes what past leaders have made.
Save Malaysia!
Avril Lavigne concert CANCELED!
This must be a super heartbreak for Avril's fan. Yupz, the concert is canceled. According to those who canceled it, they commented that such type of rock and punk concert is not suitable to be held in the Merdeka period. The concert is supposed to held on Aug29. But of course, it's been canceled. So.. so long Avril~
My sister wanna go to Avril's concert too. She begged my mum but my mum don't let. Because of the price. Yup, of course.. They said that this type of concert will have bad influences on youngsters, which is NOT! LOlz. It's just a liking towards an idol. Well, that's what youngsters today do. =.=' However, Because of bad influences, that's why it's been canceled? It seems quite ridiculous to me. National Day will be National Day. Concert will be Concert. There's nothing that could clash together. They should be more open about this stuff anyways.
My sister wanna go to Avril's concert too. She begged my mum but my mum don't let. Because of the price. Yup, of course.. They said that this type of concert will have bad influences on youngsters, which is NOT! LOlz. It's just a liking towards an idol. Well, that's what youngsters today do. =.=' However, Because of bad influences, that's why it's been canceled? It seems quite ridiculous to me. National Day will be National Day. Concert will be Concert. There's nothing that could clash together. They should be more open about this stuff anyways.
Solved after soo long and i'm finally truly felt so free!
There's this problem in my heart and I finally solved it. Well, after running away from it for 4months+. I thought I can forget about it. And feel less of those anger. But when my online lou dao reminds me of it, it makes me angry and sick. This matter haven't been forgotten. I wanna say it out loud and tell everyone. At first, I quit ran most probably because of friends. 君子交绝，不出恶声。 But I just certainly can't control myself. It's like hiding in my heart all these while. But today, from today onwards, there's no such things bothering me anymore. I wanna make a clean go. And now, I can concentrate on planning my life ahead. Life is not just games. There's more to life. And I love to live in reality more than a stupid game. For the life ahead, I will cheer, I will remember the past as it thought me lessons, I will take a chance to prove to myself, that I am strong enough to face what I faced in reality. The past will never be alive again under my care. Be Strong to Face What Reality Gives! Gambate Jolene!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Pressure aren't on you!
It makes me kinda sick when I heard that people in school making bad statements bout Lee Chong Wei. Not only them, but also the public, which I heard from my mother. They said CV played till his pants drop and was a bad badminton player.
OK. First things first, all of them are just wishing, or should i say "relying on CV" to get a Gold medal in the Olympics games. But none of them really understand what's the process of undergoing these so much pressure. He lost may be caused by pressure. Not only he himself casting pressure on himself. But also the public and the media. He carries such a large burden on his shoulder and yet, who can he share with? He may have lost because of the pressure we're pushing on him. I admitted, I have high hopes for him. So does everyone else. This may be the cause for him to fail in this game.
So, the game was done. And he lost. But, bad statements about him should be abolished. Instead, why aren't we supporting the only Malaysian that made his way into the finals and got a Silver medal after 8years of medal starve in Malaysia? Because we humans are greedy creatures. So greedy till we run others down and blame them for all the lost. When will human be non-selfish?
OK. First things first, all of them are just wishing, or should i say "relying on CV" to get a Gold medal in the Olympics games. But none of them really understand what's the process of undergoing these so much pressure. He lost may be caused by pressure. Not only he himself casting pressure on himself. But also the public and the media. He carries such a large burden on his shoulder and yet, who can he share with? He may have lost because of the pressure we're pushing on him. I admitted, I have high hopes for him. So does everyone else. This may be the cause for him to fail in this game.
So, the game was done. And he lost. But, bad statements about him should be abolished. Instead, why aren't we supporting the only Malaysian that made his way into the finals and got a Silver medal after 8years of medal starve in Malaysia? Because we humans are greedy creatures. So greedy till we run others down and blame them for all the lost. When will human be non-selfish?
Biology 3xtra class~
Today, I reached school. I thought at least there's some classmates were waiting already. Out of my expectation, there's none. I was alone there even though there's some other class students. I waited and waited, still nobody came. Then there's SuYeh and WeiSiong came already. Chat with them awhile...then every1 came and the door opened too.
It's quite boring in class. All I can think of is Sleeping. Because it's really making me sleeping.
Finally! RECESS TIME~ I and Mermaid and Colin and Pkeng and Rojak went to Jusco Kepong. While in the bus, a conductor seemed to pay alot of attention of Colin~ FuYoh.~ Haha. It's quite a laughter for us. Because we keep making fun of Colin. It was my first time in Jusco Kepong. I never been there before. We decided to eat at Mary Brown. I ordered Chick-o-licious. Yummy~ Haha.. It's mushroom gravy chicken with french fries. But i ate till very full after that.
12.10pm. OmiGod! Promised teacher that we'll be back at 12.30pm. To our surprise, we met the same conductor. wakakkakakakka. Congrats Colin~ haha.. Colin and Pkeng were the first to saw him. Actually, I don't remember how he looks like. But Colin remembered~ *wink* =P Ya' know what i mean~ Haha
Went back school and of course we're late. Went back to boring lessons.
Off at 3pm. Hooray~ At first, I was thinking of walking home with mermaid and Colin. But as WeiQuan came and offered us a ride, I sat on his car and went to the bus stop. Well, only me rode his car. Because I need to rush for the bus. I hate reaching home late because of the stupid hot weather. On his car, there's LM and JL too. They were going to Cybercafe. So, no bird. Wakakak. Good thing, I managed to catch up U23 and U21 arrived quick. And tata I'm going home. Lolz.
By the way, stupid pear took my calculus notes. And I can't revise. Help! Although it's kinda BAD of him, I don't feel angry. In contrast, I felt honoured. LOlz! Stupid yea, I know. All I can do is to revise from the text book which is thick but useless. LOLz! Just hope he wins la~ XD
It's quite boring in class. All I can think of is Sleeping. Because it's really making me sleeping.
Finally! RECESS TIME~ I and Mermaid and Colin and Pkeng and Rojak went to Jusco Kepong. While in the bus, a conductor seemed to pay alot of attention of Colin~ FuYoh.~ Haha. It's quite a laughter for us. Because we keep making fun of Colin. It was my first time in Jusco Kepong. I never been there before. We decided to eat at Mary Brown. I ordered Chick-o-licious. Yummy~ Haha.. It's mushroom gravy chicken with french fries. But i ate till very full after that.
12.10pm. OmiGod! Promised teacher that we'll be back at 12.30pm. To our surprise, we met the same conductor. wakakkakakakka. Congrats Colin~ haha.. Colin and Pkeng were the first to saw him. Actually, I don't remember how he looks like. But Colin remembered~ *wink* =P Ya' know what i mean~ Haha
Went back school and of course we're late. Went back to boring lessons.
Off at 3pm. Hooray~ At first, I was thinking of walking home with mermaid and Colin. But as WeiQuan came and offered us a ride, I sat on his car and went to the bus stop. Well, only me rode his car. Because I need to rush for the bus. I hate reaching home late because of the stupid hot weather. On his car, there's LM and JL too. They were going to Cybercafe. So, no bird. Wakakak. Good thing, I managed to catch up U23 and U21 arrived quick. And tata I'm going home. Lolz.
By the way, stupid pear took my calculus notes. And I can't revise. Help! Although it's kinda BAD of him, I don't feel angry. In contrast, I felt honoured. LOlz! Stupid yea, I know. All I can do is to revise from the text book which is thick but useless. LOLz! Just hope he wins la~ XD
Monday, August 18, 2008
Holiday Movi3s
Bored to stay alone at home. Even the PC doesn't seem to be attractive anymore ever since i quit Ran. And Xdo sometimes bored me out too.
What can be done in this whole boring day?~
Movies~ Good thing there's something called TV. So pleased someone invented it. Haha. HBO and Astro channel 322 to watch some movies. I watched bout 3 movies. Which i watch first i really don't remember.
The first 1 i remember. It's "Evan Almighty". Talking bout a politician just been chosen to be a congressman. He prayed to God that he could change everyone's life. His wife, prayed for the whole family to be closer. It's a comedy. The God came true. And he asked the politician to build an ark(boat) as he predicted that a flood was about to come. However, the politician finds it hard and difficult as his wife and family slowly felt something crazy bout this guy. =D But fortunately, they came and everyone helped to build the boat and so the flood came but everyone are safe, including the animals~ Yea~ Haha. Anyways, the main reason i liked the story is because some good statements. "If you ask god to make your family closer, it gives you the opportunity to get close to each other. It won't fall from the sky just like that" and "Act of a Random Kindness from random times" Love both of those =)
Next, another comedy and a little love story. There's this girl, named Vivian, she was cheated by her Bf. Her Bf went to find other girl that was so pro in "chai mui". This makes Vivian to learn how to "chai mui" so that she can fight back with Mango (that girl who's pro in chai mui). She learned with this pub boss, which was a divorcee. So like that, they talk bout their love story and how they won Mango. Nice show. Romantic ma =D
Last show i watched today was I-don't-know-what-name. LOlz. I seriously don't know what was it's name. But it's a meaningful story. Both divorcee, with many children, fell in love together and decided to stay under the same roof. At first, all the children don't like each other and fought over matters. Sometimes, I watched this type of movies and i don't know why i cried. =.=' Not saying it's touching or sad or whatever, but I just cry!! LOlz. Stupid ya.
Tomorrow, I had to go to school. For the Biology extra classes. I am feeling so lazy right now. And I don't feel like going either. I had to take the bus again. So tiring. But what to do? I must study still...
What can be done in this whole boring day?~
Movies~ Good thing there's something called TV. So pleased someone invented it. Haha. HBO and Astro channel 322 to watch some movies. I watched bout 3 movies. Which i watch first i really don't remember.
The first 1 i remember. It's "Evan Almighty". Talking bout a politician just been chosen to be a congressman. He prayed to God that he could change everyone's life. His wife, prayed for the whole family to be closer. It's a comedy. The God came true. And he asked the politician to build an ark(boat) as he predicted that a flood was about to come. However, the politician finds it hard and difficult as his wife and family slowly felt something crazy bout this guy. =D But fortunately, they came and everyone helped to build the boat and so the flood came but everyone are safe, including the animals~ Yea~ Haha. Anyways, the main reason i liked the story is because some good statements. "If you ask god to make your family closer, it gives you the opportunity to get close to each other. It won't fall from the sky just like that" and "Act of a Random Kindness from random times" Love both of those =)
Next, another comedy and a little love story. There's this girl, named Vivian, she was cheated by her Bf. Her Bf went to find other girl that was so pro in "chai mui". This makes Vivian to learn how to "chai mui" so that she can fight back with Mango (that girl who's pro in chai mui). She learned with this pub boss, which was a divorcee. So like that, they talk bout their love story and how they won Mango. Nice show. Romantic ma =D
Last show i watched today was I-don't-know-what-name. LOlz. I seriously don't know what was it's name. But it's a meaningful story. Both divorcee, with many children, fell in love together and decided to stay under the same roof. At first, all the children don't like each other and fought over matters. Sometimes, I watched this type of movies and i don't know why i cried. =.=' Not saying it's touching or sad or whatever, but I just cry!! LOlz. Stupid ya.
Tomorrow, I had to go to school. For the Biology extra classes. I am feeling so lazy right now. And I don't feel like going either. I had to take the bus again. So tiring. But what to do? I must study still...
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Love much?!
August now. How long it had been? 5 months have passed. So has the contact with ZhiHao lost bout 5months. It's so stupid. I can't believe after these 5months, I sms-ed him to ask some stupid tennis question then click*. Still like him la. But what to do? Nothing can do. Just merely friends! OK? JUST merely FRIENDS! Remind myself that! I must remember that! Missed he talked to me that way. Sms-ed me that way, chat with me that way. I missed them all. But yet i hate them all at once too! I thought I was over him already!! I can't believe myself!!! Slap SLAP!!!!! OK! enough! I need to give myself more time first.. Break time. I think it's still not suitable to talk with him now. I'm still mentally not prepared.
Boring Choir Competition.. Sleep....
Today 7am woke up. Why? It's a Sunday and school holiday too. Why the @#$%^& I need to wake up this @#$%^& early??!(XD) Because of this boring Choir competition that we didn't even take part. =.=' Whole choir got 110+ members and only 50+ went. And it's so boring. I swear won't go to this type of competition again! Not after I at least got a report to write and pass to them. lolx. Anyways, there's room for next year again. I think I need to write 2 reports next year. 1 for the first semester and second for the 2nd semester
7am wake up. As usual, take bath change clothes and jump into my mum's car and off we go~ 8.15am was the time to meet at the Kong Chen Hall. I sms-ed WJun. No reply geh?! So i waited for her there. Mana tau, she actually reached earlier than me and was visiting the Change Shape Lake(direct translation from Mandarin lol.)
We reached there. But due to the so late-ness of the bus drivers, the competition started. Thinking it will be exciting, it felt quite boring even the 1st to 2nd songs. Felt like Zombies. XD~ Skip all that! Ya' know, I don't have time to get bored writing bout those stuff again. I can't stand it either.
The only thing FUN was when going back to school~~~~~ Yeah~ Other than our boringness can be cured, I felt actually choir is like a big family. Everyone are so HOT~ LOlz~ I meant passionate to each other. Such as XinMei, when talking with her, it's like talking with Mermaid. Very fun to talk with and don't mind too much. We sat on the bus and Winnie suggested singing songs. OK, let's sing. BUT... all Chinese songs =.=" you know, I have low knowledge bout Chinese song. It went out well anyways.They were fun.
We reached school. I phoned my mum and asked her where was she. She told she just bout to get out of the house. WalaoEh~ it's scary to wait in the school. LOlz~ But then the choir gang suggested go to Mutiara to WAG. XD However, I WAG not long la. Just drank finish a glass of cold MILO and then run to the A1 bus stop there. My mum was just bout to turn~ Lucky me~! But rugi LOrh~! RM2 for a milo. No time to get the change. I gave to WJun so that she helped me pay after i left.
And so, THE END~ =P Starting to like choir. Well, i liked it last year. But not the beginning of this year. Because we had to stay up till 6pm every Tuesday and the coach was kinda long gas. Haha. But, we can't blame her. She don't want her hard work to be wasted just like that. I ought to think bout her side of view first. =)
7am wake up. As usual, take bath change clothes and jump into my mum's car and off we go~ 8.15am was the time to meet at the Kong Chen Hall. I sms-ed WJun. No reply geh?! So i waited for her there. Mana tau, she actually reached earlier than me and was visiting the Change Shape Lake(direct translation from Mandarin lol.)
We reached there. But due to the so late-ness of the bus drivers, the competition started. Thinking it will be exciting, it felt quite boring even the 1st to 2nd songs. Felt like Zombies. XD~ Skip all that! Ya' know, I don't have time to get bored writing bout those stuff again. I can't stand it either.
The only thing FUN was when going back to school~~~~~ Yeah~ Other than our boringness can be cured, I felt actually choir is like a big family. Everyone are so HOT~ LOlz~ I meant passionate to each other. Such as XinMei, when talking with her, it's like talking with Mermaid. Very fun to talk with and don't mind too much. We sat on the bus and Winnie suggested singing songs. OK, let's sing. BUT... all Chinese songs =.=" you know, I have low knowledge bout Chinese song. It went out well anyways.They were fun.
We reached school. I phoned my mum and asked her where was she. She told she just bout to get out of the house. WalaoEh~ it's scary to wait in the school. LOlz~ But then the choir gang suggested go to Mutiara to WAG. XD However, I WAG not long la. Just drank finish a glass of cold MILO and then run to the A1 bus stop there. My mum was just bout to turn~ Lucky me~! But rugi LOrh~! RM2 for a milo. No time to get the change. I gave to WJun so that she helped me pay after i left.
And so, THE END~ =P Starting to like choir. Well, i liked it last year. But not the beginning of this year. Because we had to stay up till 6pm every Tuesday and the coach was kinda long gas. Haha. But, we can't blame her. She don't want her hard work to be wasted just like that. I ought to think bout her side of view first. =)
So Long for the Gold medal~
Just watched the badminton games. And, referring to the title, you know Malaysia lost. But we had the silver medal. *Ch33r!*~ Great Game Lee Chung Wei! Don't give up yea!
So, It was quite disappointing. Lin Dan is a d@mn great player! He takes opportunity when CW fell down to get the ball. Then, *Boom!* 1 mark gone! lolx~ For me, Lin Dan is quite handsome. Haha. Don't say my taste bad, He got muscle k? =P
I thought they 6.30pm start to compete (I heard this from the choir group). But when I ask CZ to tell me the latest results after the competition, she said it's 8.45pm start. And, 1 more thing so FISH! I thought she went to Taiping to see Pear compete today. But then, haiz! BAI WU LONG tim! Apparently, she didn't go, and not even deciding to do that. I asked her for the latest results. But she sms-ed me saying.."How would I know. Go ask him la." Wa swt! I think she's starting to suspecting something..... Anyways, suspect as you like. It will be just like a scandal and forget everything bout it about..hmm..2months? =.=" By then, we will be busying studying~ Who cares?~
Back to the topic, 1 more thing to be happy of. Although CW lost, It's so great to have Chinese as the top 1 and 2 badminton players in the whole wide world. Go Chinese Go! Chinese RuleX~ =)
So, It was quite disappointing. Lin Dan is a d@mn great player! He takes opportunity when CW fell down to get the ball. Then, *Boom!* 1 mark gone! lolx~ For me, Lin Dan is quite handsome. Haha. Don't say my taste bad, He got muscle k? =P
I thought they 6.30pm start to compete (I heard this from the choir group). But when I ask CZ to tell me the latest results after the competition, she said it's 8.45pm start. And, 1 more thing so FISH! I thought she went to Taiping to see Pear compete today. But then, haiz! BAI WU LONG tim! Apparently, she didn't go, and not even deciding to do that. I asked her for the latest results. But she sms-ed me saying.."How would I know. Go ask him la." Wa swt! I think she's starting to suspecting something..... Anyways, suspect as you like. It will be just like a scandal and forget everything bout it about..hmm..2months? =.=" By then, we will be busying studying~ Who cares?~
Back to the topic, 1 more thing to be happy of. Although CW lost, It's so great to have Chinese as the top 1 and 2 badminton players in the whole wide world. Go Chinese Go! Chinese RuleX~ =)
Friday, August 15, 2008
Emotional Play Game between Frenz
That CZ finally talked to me. Not that i wanted. But, if we still can be friends, then it's OK for me too. However, the story doesn't stop there. Why? Because Sk33zer CZ is an emotional freak. Like it's her own problem but she can make it everyone's problem too. She gives out those ugly black face to people. And she only thinks about herself, not other's feelings. So the proofs are :
We don't know what bomb she ate, and she's a d@mn freaking crazy emotional freak.
We don't know what bomb she ate, and she's a d@mn freaking crazy emotional freak.
- Well, yesterday, she asked me to pass down the "return school" slip to the first row students. But some of them didn't know that we need to tear half of the paper and share. Today, she shouted my name "Jolene, 你有没有传下去第一排的？！做么酱多人没拿到？！" And I was feeling, "D***! I got passed down la! You didn't say need to tear half how do other people know?" And then I overheard that she said "看到在白板上写什么，又不问是什么纸！" Wa, so sweating! Like this type of lame excuse also can come out of her mouth. Because of this, I was in no mood during Biology period. I can't stand not telling anything about this. So, I whisper to LM and say "Stupid CZ!"
- 4th period, It's time to go to the auditorium to watch "The Sixth Sense". CZ and mermaid said Colin was too slow and they went up first. I decided to wait for Colin. After all, it's better to sit and wait with that thing. While waiting for Colin, LM and CV(Watermelon) came up to me. LM told me that CV told him Colin also scolded CZ. Colin was angry at her cause of CZ's attitude too. That black face attitude.
- LM just jokingly asked CZ not to be so black face. But that CZ talk also didn't talk then turned away. HAH! See how she back away when LM got CV already. (I've heard from LM that CZ liked him before also....just "heard"~ But no doubt, with this type of flower girl, it's not hard to say it's true)
Finally??!
It's so hilarious when I say that I wanna give up on pear and then... I don't feel like giving up. LOLx! Next thing, I hate the fact that I finally got the courage to press his msn display name and well, not exactly chat..but leave a message. A message saying " Xxx , gimme back calculus notes on Tuesday. Need to study. " Stupid right? At least a lame excuse to "chat" with him. He haven't reply yet. His msn wrote there "away". More updates later if he really did reply me. If not, then forget bout it. LOlx!
"Take ONE STEP AT A TIME.
There's no need to rush.
It's like learning to fly
or FALLING IN LOVE
It's gonna happen and it's
supposed to happen that we
find the reason why."
Jordin Sparks - One Step At A Time
There's no need to rush.
It's like learning to fly
or FALLING IN LOVE
It's gonna happen and it's
supposed to happen that we
find the reason why."
Jordin Sparks - One Step At A Time
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Happy Bday pear!
Today is my pear's bday! Hooray!!
OK la. nothing to say. haiz! Sien sometimes.
Maybe should let go of pear.
Must control myself.
Focus on my studies first!
No mood to write blog today.
I don't have anything to write either.
Just feeling bored.
OK la. nothing to say. haiz! Sien sometimes.
Maybe should let go of pear.
Must control myself.
Focus on my studies first!
No mood to write blog today.
I don't have anything to write either.
Just feeling bored.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Congrats Pear!
Pear just got chosen by the teacher yesterday. I asked him today. Good thing. =P At least his hardworking has not been wasted. 加油加油 pear! Take a champion back yea! Best wishes!
Anyways, tomorrow is his birthday. But, of coz, he has to go for practice the whole day either. =.="
Anyways, tomorrow is his birthday. But, of coz, he has to go for practice the whole day either. =.="
"Big" very Suprising bday present......-.-'
Just a day after my birthday, I got a present from the government. Come congrats me~ lol.
"Tahniah kerana kena NS."
XD! swt! Haha. Initially, I don't like NS cause of some bad reports that always revolves around NS students. Rape cases, Murder cases. And i bet the food isn't good either. Once, my online friend told me that even the NS warden is mean to chinese girl students, prejudice against chineses, making statements like "gatal", "miang" on them. When i heard about this, I felt angry and disgust against this NS. How can such a program teach their people about unity??
Then, YiMiin keep saying it's very fun and can take money too~ I think I should give it a try. But yet, it depends on luck too. If I'm lucky, I can get to go to somewhere lesser malays, like Ipoh. And i'll accept Sabah and Sarawak too. Why? Because I never been to Sabah and Sarawak before. Free plane ticket eh. lolz! Why must I depend on luck too? Well, one of my classmates said that his don't know who unluckily went to Kelantan camp, which is full of malays. He said the students over there always make fun of her. And even molested her when the electricity is cut off. =.=" So, it depends on luck. Please give me a good place please!!
I can't wait to tell my mum. I think she'll freak out anyways. haha. what to do? I can't run away from it either. By the ways, tahniah to HY, Chester, JL, edwin, YiMiin, and many others! Hope we are in the same camp. ><"
XD! swt! Haha. Initially, I don't like NS cause of some bad reports that always revolves around NS students. Rape cases, Murder cases. And i bet the food isn't good either. Once, my online friend told me that even the NS warden is mean to chinese girl students, prejudice against chineses, making statements like "gatal", "miang" on them. When i heard about this, I felt angry and disgust against this NS. How can such a program teach their people about unity??
Then, YiMiin keep saying it's very fun and can take money too~ I think I should give it a try. But yet, it depends on luck too. If I'm lucky, I can get to go to somewhere lesser malays, like Ipoh. And i'll accept Sabah and Sarawak too. Why? Because I never been to Sabah and Sarawak before. Free plane ticket eh. lolz! Why must I depend on luck too? Well, one of my classmates said that his don't know who unluckily went to Kelantan camp, which is full of malays. He said the students over there always make fun of her. And even molested her when the electricity is cut off. =.=" So, it depends on luck. Please give me a good place please!!
I can't wait to tell my mum. I think she'll freak out anyways. haha. what to do? I can't run away from it either. By the ways, tahniah to HY, Chester, JL, edwin, YiMiin, and many others! Hope we are in the same camp. ><"
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
The best luck for You
So, Pear wrote in his msn not because he's not chosen. But because he hurt his leg. I got this info from LM. And today, they will announce who will be competing. I haven't got the chance to ask him yet. Just hoping he can get through and compete.
And i will give the best wishes to you. Even if you're not chosen by the teachers. Cause' there are many chances in life. Most importantly, Take care of your health.
And i will give the best wishes to you. Even if you're not chosen by the teachers. Cause' there are many chances in life. Most importantly, Take care of your health.
BDaY bIgDay
Yeah~ Today's my big day~ When i reached school today, everybody so pretend geh! ><" There that HY la and colin, mermaid all.. =.=' ming2 know is my bday today, all pretend don't know. Even "Happy Birthday" also don't have.. But, I sure know there's something la. the more quiet the more big surprise ma. LOlz!
4th period, Colin and Pkeng and mermaid came to my place. They gave me a present and a birthday card. Very pretty. i opened that present already. It's a snoopy dog. haha.. Then HY gave me 4 pears, and wrote 生日快乐 on it. It was very cute. Haha.. But alittle TOO obvious jor. Like Watermelon sure know who i like already. And mermaid also guessed correct too, but i haven't confess la. OMg! LOlz! But I'm happy. Thx very much o HY!~ =P I love your present until dare not eat jor. haha
Reached home and i online. This online lou dao just scared me. =.=" He suddenly biao bai to me. LOLz! But actually he joke de la. because it's my birthday. LOlz! SO damn scare me already. hahaha. ya' know la, I loyal to my pear geh~ XD!
4th period, Colin and Pkeng and mermaid came to my place. They gave me a present and a birthday card. Very pretty. i opened that present already. It's a snoopy dog. haha.. Then HY gave me 4 pears, and wrote 生日快乐 on it. It was very cute. Haha.. But alittle TOO obvious jor. Like Watermelon sure know who i like already. And mermaid also guessed correct too, but i haven't confess la. OMg! LOlz! But I'm happy. Thx very much o HY!~ =P I love your present until dare not eat jor. haha
Reached home and i online. This online lou dao just scared me. =.=" He suddenly biao bai to me. LOLz! But actually he joke de la. because it's my birthday. LOlz! SO damn scare me already. hahaha. ya' know la, I loyal to my pear geh~ XD!
Thx for remembering my bday. and all those present. Love you all ^^
Monday, August 11, 2008
BOokS mUCh?!!
Last period, and then the discipline teacher announced that we need to take our books back. Normally, there's nothing. But, they said they will order prefects to check each class. And if found out keeping books in drawer...Ya' know... =P So, it's kinda rush! I didn't expect them to check so fast. Not to mention, IT'S RAINING! How do you expect me to take so many books in the rain?? ><' I managed to throw them in the class's cupboard and went home. Taking the bus was quite easy. I don't have to wait till 5pm. Bout 4.30pm i reached home and went for exercise.
O-Ya, i ate salad in the school today. BUT, YUCKS! The mayo has became dilute because it accidentally mixed with the vege's water. So, It's hard to eat. But i think it's healthy. Haha. Next time must separately put the mayo in the other tupperware. I went on a low carb-diet today but i liked it.
O-Ya, i ate salad in the school today. BUT, YUCKS! The mayo has became dilute because it accidentally mixed with the vege's water. So, It's hard to eat. But i think it's healthy. Haha. Next time must separately put the mayo in the other tupperware. I went on a low carb-diet today but i liked it.
When you like some1, that is how we feel??
Bout days i didn't see pear already.. He went to practice. Last week, he told me that he maybe won't be able to compete in the competition. Because, they will choose only some of them to compete. Tomorrow is my birthday, and i think: "Haiz, my birthday but pear is unable to accompany me. Or maybe just stay in the class for 1 day." I reached home at 4.30pm. I on msn. And he wrote on his personal message: "一个星期努力的结果 ...Haiz..." At that moment, I felt so selfish. All I want is him to accompany me. Now, my wish is granted, but not his wish. =( kinda regret too.. Just hoping he won't feel too sad. He always wanted to play basketball and compete in competitions. But don't worry, there's much more chances in life. I believe you are able to capture them! Have faith in yourself k? This chance just haven't knock on your door. But it doesn't mean others too. Gambate!!!
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Lazy-ness!
I began to become lazy. In my studies. I starting to feel boring bout studying. And my homework haven't done yet. I managed to finish my calculus anyways. But my composition haven't finish. It looks like I've writing this blog more than my essays. haha.. so.. blogs make my studies drop huh? ><" But i really starting to like blogs. I can write whatever i think at that moment and without even care bout grammar problems. haha. You can't get that while you're writing essays. =P never mind, I guess being lazy at the time being won't be that long. there's bunch of exams to face next month! I think i can get up again...
Sick! T.T!
This has been going for bout 2 days. i can't eat i can't swallow. And it's making me going NUTS!! >"< call =".="><" I've been eating porridge yesterday and today morning and night. It felt kinda bored. But for my bday, I MUST BE PATIENCE! ><" (12 Aug) Well, not exactly i will celebrate on that day, coz my mum say it's bad luck celebrating on the ghost's month. Actually, she's just making excuses to wait for her hubby to return and celebrate with her. hahaha. on Aug15, my didi will be 1 yr old!! Congrats small brat! Happy birthday to Bryan!!! But you are so naughty... ><" why can't u just be a Baby ><"
I went to see a doctor today. He said that I have thoncer...*sore throat.. But something strange... that is I don't feel feverish.. Just pain. OuCh ><" he advised me to drink more water. Hello??! I've been drinking a cow this morning. Not to mention, visiting the toilet more than 10 times in just only the mornings. ><" Haven't count afternoon and night. haha. I drank 3cups of honey and 2 cups of water. who won't visit that toilet more often? ><"
I went to see a doctor today. He said that I have thoncer...*sore throat.. But something strange... that is I don't feel feverish.. Just pain. OuCh ><" he advised me to drink more water. Hello??! I've been drinking a cow this morning. Not to mention, visiting the toilet more than 10 times in just only the mornings. ><" Haven't count afternoon and night. haha. I drank 3cups of honey and 2 cups of water. who won't visit that toilet more often? ><"
OLympIc!
Aug8 was Olympic Open Ceremony. Well, I can't exactly online at night and rarely could on weekends. Because, normally, My mum don't give, and weekends i have to go to my new house in Seri Kembangan. But today, my sister said...or should i say lied... that she had to go to a party organized by her friend near where she's staying. The thing she lied about is, It's not near her house. lol. She went out to meet her online friends with her online bf.
OK, back! Aug8 08 Fun!! =P Other than LM's bday, the open ceremony was beautiful. Well, at first. =P they used alot of Fireworks. Wow! The bird nest is quite cute. But my mum said it's funny. hahaha. Anyways, i like the part when they formed the word "HE" means unity in chinese using blocks of i dunno what. XD then there's traditional dress worn before dynasties ago. And puppet. You know, like all those chinese opera's people, but in puppet. =.=" It seems like I'm talking nonsense. Haha. And the ear-piercing singing sang by a chinese and an european girl on a sphere, which is so hurting our ear drums (only the girl's singing), drawing using human bodies, the pigeon with many many people... many eunaches.. At least i think they are eunach(tai4 jian4) =P.
And come to the Boring part... all the participants form the countries all around the world walked out... so boring... felt like wanna sleep. haha. When it annouced Malaysia, OMG! so ugly! white sarong and black shirt walking out. so throw face. hahaha.. =P It's true wert. When it reached 9.30pm, my mum ordered me to change the channel, it's time for her opera show..also mine. =P I didn't manage to see the huo ju.. My friends say it's boring. Cause, all the fun part are in front. haha.
Anyways, Hope Malaysian win! +U+U Gambate!
OK, back! Aug8 08 Fun!! =P Other than LM's bday, the open ceremony was beautiful. Well, at first. =P they used alot of Fireworks. Wow! The bird nest is quite cute. But my mum said it's funny. hahaha. Anyways, i like the part when they formed the word "HE" means unity in chinese using blocks of i dunno what. XD then there's traditional dress worn before dynasties ago. And puppet. You know, like all those chinese opera's people, but in puppet. =.=" It seems like I'm talking nonsense. Haha. And the ear-piercing singing sang by a chinese and an european girl on a sphere, which is so hurting our ear drums (only the girl's singing), drawing using human bodies, the pigeon with many many people... many eunaches.. At least i think they are eunach(tai4 jian4) =P.
And come to the Boring part... all the participants form the countries all around the world walked out... so boring... felt like wanna sleep. haha. When it annouced Malaysia, OMG! so ugly! white sarong and black shirt walking out. so throw face. hahaha.. =P It's true wert. When it reached 9.30pm, my mum ordered me to change the channel, it's time for her opera show..also mine. =P I didn't manage to see the huo ju.. My friends say it's boring. Cause, all the fun part are in front. haha.
Anyways, Hope Malaysian win! +U+U Gambate!
Friday, August 8, 2008
Pear.......
Stupid pear.. I just said wanna give up on you. Then why you keep looking at me leh??!! =.=' Don't make me misunderstand k? =.=' I scared i will like you again. ADOI! ><"
LM's WATERMELON BDAY!!!!!!
080808 a very special day not only because it is the starting of Beijing Olympic Games, but also LM's bday! Happy b-day LM! Anyways, he's not reading this blog now. XD...
Can't believe I and LM can be good friends. All because of LaoMei (form teacher), that's how I can talk to him friendly now. Before knowing him, he seemed like a quiet boy, sitting with my pear. XD! But now, I really can't believe what I'm seeing. He's actually quite crazy. Although he is quiet during class. I thought he's busying listening to teacher. MANA TAU, he's day-dreaming. hahaha. Btw, I helped him to confess his feelings to Watermelon (now his gf) by helping him choose what type of present to give her. =)
OK. Back to the topic. Today, he reached school quite early. I saw him walking to class. So i walked faster to chased after him. Then he told me Watermelon asked him to come early today. ShuYan saw him running away from her because LM scared ShuYan will play a fool on him. XD After he came back from the canteen, everyone cut the watermelon (NO, i mean real watermelon =.=') Haha. LM big boy already. He knows how to paktoh now. XD! 2nd recess, the gang from 5sRen come again. They carried him to their class and started drawing on his upper body. 西瓜报国 is on his body. hahaha...
Happy Birthday LM! Hope you and Watermelon happy 4ever =P
Can't believe I and LM can be good friends. All because of LaoMei (form teacher), that's how I can talk to him friendly now. Before knowing him, he seemed like a quiet boy, sitting with my pear. XD! But now, I really can't believe what I'm seeing. He's actually quite crazy. Although he is quiet during class. I thought he's busying listening to teacher. MANA TAU, he's day-dreaming. hahaha. Btw, I helped him to confess his feelings to Watermelon (now his gf) by helping him choose what type of present to give her. =)
OK. Back to the topic. Today, he reached school quite early. I saw him walking to class. So i walked faster to chased after him. Then he told me Watermelon asked him to come early today. ShuYan saw him running away from her because LM scared ShuYan will play a fool on him. XD After he came back from the canteen, everyone cut the watermelon (NO, i mean real watermelon =.=') Haha. LM big boy already. He knows how to paktoh now. XD! 2nd recess, the gang from 5sRen come again. They carried him to their class and started drawing on his upper body. 西瓜报国 is on his body. hahaha...
Happy Birthday LM! Hope you and Watermelon happy 4ever =P
Mature thinkings =P
I've realized that I've been quite good girl nowadays. Ever since writing this blog and exercise, I totally don't have time to play games! Such as SDOx. I didn't touch it like almost a week already. I know i have been a good girl now. XD! Plus, i can help my mum do some house chores. Normally, I lazy like pig then always give mum scold =.=" true confession time. wakaka... Don't see me as the girl next door k? You may be wrong. Haha..
1 more thing happened when i started writing this blog. Other than slightly improving my english grammar mistakes and spelling problems, I have become more aware about what's happening around me. Such as, small matter. Know why? Because I must find something to write in this blog. =P If not, I won't maintain this blog till like almost a month now. hehe. =) Writing blogs really make my life more interesting.
1 more thing happened when i started writing this blog. Other than slightly improving my english grammar mistakes and spelling problems, I have become more aware about what's happening around me. Such as, small matter. Know why? Because I must find something to write in this blog. =P If not, I won't maintain this blog till like almost a month now. hehe. =) Writing blogs really make my life more interesting.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
That JL Again....
Again JL feel so depressed over things that ... haiz =.=' he decided to have a party at his house. But his invitation to the whole class doesn't seem to attract any attention. Then he simply think things again. Summore write in the blog as if he will be mature. XD Anyways, not my business. LOL!
Just busying study biology. tomorrow we will have an exam on variation and 1 more chapter i forget what's it's name is.. XD! bout genetic engineering la. keke.
Just busying study biology. tomorrow we will have an exam on variation and 1 more chapter i forget what's it's name is.. XD! bout genetic engineering la. keke.
Predictable
9th period ti yu period again. Bout CZ, mermaid decided to team up with me. I've predicted that anyways. It's so obvious that CZ will do this. What she wants to do is 1. sabotage me in front of mermaid and colin. 2. switch teams with mermaid or colin because i'm not good in volley ball. 3. Act like she's so great in sabotaging me (This i write for my own..can't think of another reason yet...but it's quite true =P ) Anyways, today i went to the toilet. And saw her just changed her clothes. I said "hi" politely but she didn't say anything. Rude much. Even if you don't like me, doesn't mean you can be like that. And by the way, you may not be right talking bout me. Anyways, i know how to react next time. thanks for teaching me, sk33z3r! today's volleyball exam.. 5 marks.. wakakkakka. =P predictable too. wakkaka
Stupid p3ar
stupid pear. make me angry nia.. actually not his fault la, but still feel it's his fault. what to do~? =P who ask you not to choi me?? ><" Then summore only choi SM.... T.T! so sad.... cRY!!!!!!!! then this JL ar, keep threatening me... say wat say i like him. haiz! better know dunwan to tell him jor. Anyways, feel like to give up on him jor. wakakkakakkakakakak..still no very deep feelings yet, so it's ok to give up. keke...
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Exercise 4 life
Just now about 4.20 pm, i was jogging like hell. XD erm.. let me do the maths, 16x4 = 54. 54/2 = 27. 27 rounds i ran today. felt proud~ XD cause, normally it's just merely 20 rounds. After running, that's not the end. I need to do sits up and exercise in the CLEO magazine. It wrote there "Get the body you want in 1 month" who will not kena cheat leh? hahaha. Anyways, it's worth a try.
I WANNA BE SLIM BECAUSE THEN PEAR WILL WANT ME!!~ YIPPES~ lolz~ no lah. Joking only. I don't work out for guys! I work out for myself! Other than getting a good and healthy body, my 1st aim is ABLE TO WEAR MANY MANY TYPES OF CLOTHES IN THE FUTURE! +u+u myself!! Not to be lazy! everyday at least 1hour exercise except Tuesday (society...Only thing i can do is to eat lesser that day) =.='
I WANNA BE SLIM BECAUSE THEN PEAR WILL WANT ME!!~ YIPPES~ lolz~ no lah. Joking only. I don't work out for guys! I work out for myself! Other than getting a good and healthy body, my 1st aim is ABLE TO WEAR MANY MANY TYPES OF CLOTHES IN THE FUTURE! +u+u myself!! Not to be lazy! everyday at least 1hour exercise except Tuesday (society...Only thing i can do is to eat lesser that day) =.='
PEAR or not to pear?
Nowadays, he seldom talk to me. I don’t know why. Maybe he’s just like that. Sometimes kinda rude to me too =.= well, He didn’t promise me anything. Now I’m starting to react like JL. Damned! =.=” I feel that he knows bout my secret -- liking him Du-uH =.=’ Again, maybe I think too much. Sometimes wanna give up too. Hahaz. I felt so stupid. Anyways, let it be. Whatever feelings come, just take a deep breath and let it go. It may not come true anyways. =P.I rather that the LIKE feeling will slowly subside too.. It won’t be too hurt. =)
Tmr's big news
Next, bout tomorrow, pendidikan jasmani class again. + exam volleyball with that CZ. Bout days I didn't talk to her. But that doesn't mean we're back k? I just don't feel like talking to her. Mermaid yesterday and today seemed quite different. Maybe because i left without them after school. I was angry coz they didn't leave a space for me in the auditorium. And I think they FINALLY knew how i felt. Yeah, I am angry. But mainly not at you all. So, don't worry.
JL's B-day
Today JL's Bday. he yesterday so no mood...'cause scared everybody will talk bad bout him. Actually, sometimes he thinks too much. Only know how to think bout negative things. He should let it go more easily. Everything will turn out smooth. Try thinking it optimistically. Due to his down mood, LM also felt insulting for the class monitor when JL say that she (the person who make the card) was being unfair to him. Well, if it's me, I will surely felt angry too.
Anyways~ Luckily things turn out well. His friends ADUBA JL during the 2nd recess and wrote many many words on his body...opps..*upper body..XD! wrote things such as 尽忠报国. Hahaz. During chinese period, ShuYan gave him the water bottle witch had the whole class' congrats for today is his birthday. And he said he's happy. Told you that -.-" but anyhow~ Zen wrote him on the bday card that he's a gay lou. then he sad again... SWT! hopefully he's not boh song-ing Zen la. People just kidding LOL
Anyways~ Luckily things turn out well. His friends ADUBA JL during the 2nd recess and wrote many many words on his body...opps..*upper body..XD! wrote things such as 尽忠报国. Hahaz. During chinese period, ShuYan gave him the water bottle witch had the whole class' congrats for today is his birthday. And he said he's happy. Told you that -.-" but anyhow~ Zen wrote him on the bday card that he's a gay lou. then he sad again... SWT! hopefully he's not boh song-ing Zen la. People just kidding LOL
Monday, August 4, 2008
Stupid LM
haiz~~~~~~ Today no more secret blog jor... all because of LM... haiz~~ All because i ter-comment in his blog.. and i don't want anybody to see my blog, especially ShuYan and Pear...T.T if not i sure fish finish d. haiz.. But.. Must Fish in front of this LM... Nothing can do jor.. T.T!
stupid LM, see finish don't laugh ar. Don't tell anybody ar.. Delete my comment ar..T.T! and don't remember my blogspot address! if not ar... AHem you'll see....=P AND DON'T LAP SOK ME WITH THIS BLOG AR =.=' no face give 1 ar. Dunwan to fren u d XD~!
stupid LM, see finish don't laugh ar. Don't tell anybody ar.. Delete my comment ar..T.T! and don't remember my blogspot address! if not ar... AHem you'll see....=P AND DON'T LAP SOK ME WITH THIS BLOG AR =.=' no face give 1 ar. Dunwan to fren u d XD~!
Me vs Yun? =.="
Swt. Today the whole class went NUTS during chemistry period... all say i and Yun. Whatever scandal they can say la......... swt rite?~ haha.. Anyways, It's quite fun la.. BUT NOT TRUE =.=' joking joking then make the whole class feels happy can already. How can you don't feel happy when you get all the spotlight? =P LEOs are like that, they like attention geh... LM hor? xD!
Today watch Baby's Day Out again. Got nice view in front of me... Pear ma... XD~ even if it's a boring show oso will be happy.. 'cause got beautiful scenery leh! A.A
Today watch Baby's Day Out again. Got nice view in front of me... Pear ma... XD~ even if it's a boring show oso will be happy.. 'cause got beautiful scenery leh! A.A
Cannot tahan D
I cannot stand them anymore! Just because they have more people standing at her side doesn't mean I'm completely wrong! Just because you all listen to her story doesn't mean I'm wrong either! I asked colin, and she don't want to tell me either. So nvm la! If I'm really that wrong, then just tell me straight to my face ok? Don't backstab me, you backstabber CZ! Skeezer! Now, i asked and nobody tell me the answer. So frustrated d. zzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyways, 1 more thing to tell BACKSTABBER CZ.
I DON'T MIND FAILING MY PENDIDIKAN JASMANI K!
I DON'T MIND FAILING MY PENDIDIKAN JASMANI K!
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Fur slaughtering?? OMg
Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen are fur slaughtering?? that's like so disgusting! Imagine yourself being tore apart from your skins to your bones? Don't they feel the pain?
The Olsen twins, not bad looking right? Actresses in their name. But how possibly they would start their hands on poor innocent, not to mention cute animals??? Again, in CLEO i read this evening, I can't believe that peoples slaughtering animals just for furs. All the cute innocent animals! Not to mention, we, humans are animals too. -.-' I'm talking nonsense but hiding it's sense somehow too. Try thinking bout it!
Anyways, August 16 is HOMELESS ANIMAL DAY~~ Go SPCA and adopt 1 cute cuddly little animal home~ =) (And august 12 for cute JQin's birthday~ hahax)
The Olsen twins, not bad looking right? Actresses in their name. But how possibly they would start their hands on poor innocent, not to mention cute animals??? Again, in CLEO i read this evening, I can't believe that peoples slaughtering animals just for furs. All the cute innocent animals! Not to mention, we, humans are animals too. -.-' I'm talking nonsense but hiding it's sense somehow too. Try thinking bout it!
Anyways, August 16 is HOMELESS ANIMAL DAY~~ Go SPCA and adopt 1 cute cuddly little animal home~ =) (And august 12 for cute JQin's birthday~ hahax)
Diet Tips~
I scan through this magazine, known as CLEO and found great tips bout diet~ yeah~ you know larhx~ dieting whert. haha.
Those in purple means that proved it works.. Currently will upload every week after proved it does works. =P
- Use music as motivation
- Set firm goals
- Super salad
- Escape the gym
- Sweat it out at interval training
- Up the protein
- Diet is 70% battle
- It's all about the weights
- Have a small entree
- Mix it up
- Keep it consistent
- Get inspired
- Food swap
- Invest in a personal trainer
- Ditch takeaway
- Avoid injury
- Don't give up
- Variety is the key
- Trick your body into exercise
- Challenge yourself
- Stay hydrated
- Read nutrition labels carefully
- Make your timetable flexible
- Stretch out
- Make friends with Mr.Salad
- Team up with a friend
- Change your food mentality
- Add protein
- Jump for life
- Funk up your workout
- Watch portions
- Cut down on alcohol
- Do pilates
- Lift weights
- Eat fruit
- HIIT is good
- Try low GI
- Kick the carb habit
- Get online support
- DIY training
- Add spice
Those in purple means that proved it works.. Currently will upload every week after proved it does works. =P
Crazy Piece of S***
I soooo feel like to confront colin, and ask her if CZ really tat boh song me. But i didn't. Part of it is because I dun have the time and the other part is...i feel so stupid and lame. maybe i should confront her face to face. I want to know her expression. Some part of it, I feel like just forget bout it. I don't feel like telling everyone how i feel. Haiz. Can't decide but anyhow, be free~ feel free. If you're not at guilt, you don't have to be sorry right?
JUST BE MYSELF
Friday, August 1, 2008
那种感觉是多么美好 - 如果天天都能看到你的眼神
英文节，老师叫我们到新讲堂去看戏-BABY'S DAY OUT。
进去新讲堂，很暗很暗。哈哈，的确实很好笑。我看见他正认真地看著戏，很喜欢他认真的样子，潇洒极了。当然，当他看到好笑的部分时，他也笑了起来，好可爱，好喜欢呃。偷偷看着你的眼神，眼里是这么的专心，就好象融在你的怀抱中，好幸福的感觉哦！就算在很远的地方远视你，但仍然是个美好的风景。因为你很美，真的很美。=P 那种感觉真的是无法形容，但很开心！
进去新讲堂，很暗很暗。哈哈，的确实很好笑。我看见他正认真地看著戏，很喜欢他认真的样子，潇洒极了。当然，当他看到好笑的部分时，他也笑了起来，好可爱，好喜欢呃。偷偷看着你的眼神，眼里是这么的专心，就好象融在你的怀抱中，好幸福的感觉哦！就算在很远的地方远视你，但仍然是个美好的风景。因为你很美，真的很美。=P 那种感觉真的是无法形容，但很开心！
=PATIENCE!!!!!!!=
Stupid damned CZ! ok.. fresh out... calm down girl, calm down.. let's talk bout it now.... yesterday, 9th period, our exercise(ti yu) period, I and CZ were paired up (not that I wanted. Yanny don't want to pair up with her. So she teamed with me..YUCKS!) practicing volleyball together. She asked me not to hit the ball too hard, ok, i listen, i tried not to hit that hard. Well, if you can't hit hard, you should hit near the net right? I told her too. It's easier to hit like that! Yanny also agreed! It's her problem when she can't cross the net. Then she liked boh song me later. zzz....
When I'm on my way to the toilet, I saw mermaid, cyy and Pkeng talking with her on the stairs. She seemed like talking bad bout me. Well, OBVIOUSLY, cyy and mermaid change their attitude against me today. zzzzzz. how can CZ be so backstabber??! Just because you told them first doesn't mean that your right! And cyy? mermaid?? How can you all just listen to what she said?? HOW DISAPPOINTED I AM IN ALL OF YOU!! you all didn't even give me the chance to know.
1 more thing i'm starting to hate bout you this "gang". You only think about yourselves! You never taught of other people's feeling. Mermaid, You told me that Chester keep asking for sympathy and wanted everybody to feel sorry for him!! and you know what? that day i talked with him. He said he's feeling bored of always wanted to be just frens with you all bastards. just frens. and how you treated him?? There's this secret I wanted to tell you long ago. I FEEL THAT WAY TOO AND I HATE IT. That's why I know why chester feels that way!
For now, PATIENCE is the key. I'm so waiting for you all to disappear next year except cyy. At least she's much more mature than cz and mermaid kids!
When I'm on my way to the toilet, I saw mermaid, cyy and Pkeng talking with her on the stairs. She seemed like talking bad bout me. Well, OBVIOUSLY, cyy and mermaid change their attitude against me today. zzzzzz. how can CZ be so backstabber??! Just because you told them first doesn't mean that your right! And cyy? mermaid?? How can you all just listen to what she said?? HOW DISAPPOINTED I AM IN ALL OF YOU!! you all didn't even give me the chance to know.
1 more thing i'm starting to hate bout you this "gang". You only think about yourselves! You never taught of other people's feeling. Mermaid, You told me that Chester keep asking for sympathy and wanted everybody to feel sorry for him!! and you know what? that day i talked with him. He said he's feeling bored of always wanted to be just frens with you all bastards. just frens. and how you treated him?? There's this secret I wanted to tell you long ago. I FEEL THAT WAY TOO AND I HATE IT. That's why I know why chester feels that way!
For now, PATIENCE is the key. I'm so waiting for you all to disappear next year except cyy. At least she's much more mature than cz and mermaid kids!
Wonder if he's really had gaved up on her....
Apologize (to myself) for unable to post yesterday.. My house's Internet seemed to be very slow yesterday and resulted in me unable to post my feelings... so this is what had took place yesterday:
Bear [guy in my class, quite fren with CY(the person pear liked before or like still..)] teased CY in front of pear. And then i saw pear laying on his desk. I wonder if he's just resting his eyes or felt depressed about it...? When i told LM bout his situation, LM went to his seat and asked him. Apparently, pear said that he had already gave up on CY. I dunno. maybe yes maybe no..
Well, I know every girls will really mind bout her crush's crush. I can't deny. Yes, i would say, I mind. But 1 thing told me to hang on - my heart. there's nothing you can say bout the future, nothing you can predict.. And I'll be much happier if I really did those effort for a better tomorrow. maybe it won't come true. But hard work will be my consolation prize.
Bear [guy in my class, quite fren with CY(the person pear liked before or like still..)] teased CY in front of pear. And then i saw pear laying on his desk. I wonder if he's just resting his eyes or felt depressed about it...? When i told LM bout his situation, LM went to his seat and asked him. Apparently, pear said that he had already gave up on CY. I dunno. maybe yes maybe no..
Well, I know every girls will really mind bout her crush's crush. I can't deny. Yes, i would say, I mind. But 1 thing told me to hang on - my heart. there's nothing you can say bout the future, nothing you can predict.. And I'll be much happier if I really did those effort for a better tomorrow. maybe it won't come true. But hard work will be my consolation prize.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
