When you like some1, that is how we feel??

Bout days i didn't see pear already.. He went to practice. Last week, he told me that he maybe won't be able to compete in the competition. Because, they will choose only some of them to compete. Tomorrow is my birthday, and i think: "Haiz, my birthday but pear is unable to accompany me. Or maybe just stay in the class for 1 day." I reached home at 4.30pm. I on msn. And he wrote on his personal message: "一个星期努力的结果 ...Haiz..." At that moment, I felt so selfish. All I want is him to accompany me. Now, my wish is granted, but not his wish. =( kinda regret too.. Just hoping he won't feel too sad. He always wanted to play basketball and compete in competitions. But don't worry, there's much more chances in life. I believe you are able to capture them! Have faith in yourself k? This chance just haven't knock on your door. But it doesn't mean others too. Gambate!!!