Yesterday night, I was too busy thinking bout lou dao. He haven't reply my message. And I'm so scared he will do stupid things. So, I'm worried till I can't even get the word "C-H-E-M-I-S-T-R-Y" in my head. Seriously...I wasn't watching TV nor studying, even though I am watching and studying. NO joke.
10.30pm, the soap opera came to its end. And it's time to go to bed. At that time, I managed to think openly and positively. Only on that time, I realize... Lou dao is so much older than me - 26years old. And that makes him more mature than me as well. It's not his first love too. So, even if he wants to do anything stupid, he would done it earlier before. I know he's suffocating there. But at that same time, he's trying to get over it. And 1 more thing, IF he ever committed suicide, I'll be so pis*ed off. Even I managed to get over him and continue living, if you kill yourself over L-O-V-E, It's so d4mn worthless. No love doesn't mean there's no life. If I'm destined to live alone, then live alone that will be.
Good thing chemistry and addmaths turned out well today. If not, I'm gonna hit myself with the wall. Today's addmaths exam was so funny. Haha. Teacher gave us the paper. When I reached the second question, I'm not sure how to do that "locus" thingy. I didn't study it thoroughly. Then, teacher said it's a equation. After hearing that, I got the idea. I and LM cheated. LOlz. He helped me and I helped him on some careless mistakes. I corrected him~ =P However, he still get the 1st question wrong.
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