Sub 23Aug Diary - Stay in KL

OK, there's must be someone asking, what the h3ll you meant staying in KL!!?? LOLz. Now, I'll explain. My mum got this voucher to have a free night stay in Westin, which costs RM500 per night. Nice ya~ For me, that's just nothing but ordinary. I mean.. I prefer sleeping on my own bed without sharing with my parents and siblings. Because it's just 1 room and only have 1 bed. That's why i prefer staying at home. =P And my didi keep crying through the night. Is it possible that I can get a good night sleep??! Not to mention, he slept and turned all over the bed the whole night. Seriously! He sleeps like this and becomes like that the next day. Only my didi know how to do that. Haha.

That night, it wasn't a good night anyways. I can't sleep and I keep thinking bout lou dao's problem. He would sms me and say "free ma?" and then i replied him but then he didn't reply me. Sweat!! But I know, he knows, everyone knows, he wanted somebody to accompany him. I still felt soooo sorry for him! I can't help him. I can't comfort him. Not like he always help me and comfort me. I got the guilty feeling in my spine, but I really am unable to help him. Well, his girlfriend broke up with him. And so on.... On the whole, LOVE this thing should be solved by oneself. I can't help him. But all I can do is pray. And hope that he can feel better tomorrow. Wishing for the best day for him tomorrow and recover as soon as possible.

As for my real dad, I not sure if it's a dream or reality. When I'm sleeping, I "like" saw him took my phone and...

-"You got boyfriend ar?"
-"Boyfriend your head la!"

He took my phone and I think he's checking it.

-"Don't read my messages la!"

He passed me back the phone. He threw it on the hotel bed and I took it. I put it on the table beside me. Then I just went to sleep.

Well, Overall, It's a "LIKE" thing. So I seriously don't know if it really happened. The next day, I didn't choose to ask him. It didn't seem to run through my mind. I don't even want to think bout telling him.