Love much?!

August now. How long it had been? 5 months have passed. So has the contact with ZhiHao lost bout 5months. It's so stupid. I can't believe after these 5months, I sms-ed him to ask some stupid tennis question then click*. Still like him la. But what to do? Nothing can do. Just merely friends! OK? JUST merely FRIENDS! Remind myself that! I must remember that! Missed he talked to me that way. Sms-ed me that way, chat with me that way. I missed them all. But yet i hate them all at once too! I thought I was over him already!! I can't believe myself!!! Slap SLAP!!!!! OK! enough! I need to give myself more time first.. Break time. I think it's still not suitable to talk with him now. I'm still mentally not prepared.